Just when i thought things were going bad they get so much better. i broke up with the person i was suppose to be goin out with yesterday. well on friday. i think it was the best decision i've made in my entire life. things are so much easier for me now. i feel alot better. plus me and Ta are doin better then ever. 8 months now and still goin. that's pretty kool though. my life ain't all as bad as i thought it was. it was all my fault pretty much. why ppl left and such. cuz i was dumb and did dumb things. Okay, that's what T wrote in her journal. Of course, if you didn't know, Ta is me. So basically, what she just wrote was she was with someone else while she was just with me. She wrote that Feb. 23. Well, I wrote NJROTC Feb. 24th. And I know we were together that whole fuckin week. You know what, I guess we love each other but we don't know how to express it. Cuz being with someone else, sure aint helping me. I'm just ready to say screw it now.But I promised I would never give up. And I won't. But I'm so pissed. I can't even think. Not that I could b4 this, becuz I haven't been sleeping lately. But...jeez. Why?! I wanna cry. But I don't even think I have enuff energy. I don't even have enuff to finish this entry. Screw this. For once in my life I'm giving something up: This Entry.