Well, I haven't written in a while. which kind of surprises me. Besides that fact, I have a very big report due Monday. And I don't have the guideline. :-( O well. I'll work it out. My dad just got back from SC. He's here. I miss T so much. It's a distraction, if you ask me. Everything is a distraction, though, if you ask me. Haha. When I got back Carooq basically told me that I don't fit in with Ikea, Ann, Shantelle, and him anymore. What the hell? I have been for a year now. Two if you count the end of 7th grade. He's like they just had so much "chemistry" while I was gone. Whatever. Screw you. Some best friend you are! My Great-Grandfather just died and you say that?! Not that I'm using Daddy as an excuse. Far from it. I feel that way if Daddy hadn't have died. I'd feel like he was wrong because one, I used to fit in, so why don't I now? and two, if there's such a problem, he can just go his own way! But fine, if they don't want me around them, I don't have to be. I have other friend, and I don't need Carooq's or Ikea, Ann, and Shantelle's sympathy "friendships". New month. New Dice. Aura cleansed. New color this month: Orange.