First, let me begin by saying: What an asz! I know I can do better. I mean, I'm not a perfect person, but God. Anyways, I wrote this June 21, 2004. So yeah, I might as well as share, I guess.. For You For you I threw away 3 yrs of muh life I threw away another yr and an engagement Just to be safe, I gotta say this I've given hell, so I'm repenting in full payments Lost my friend I lost my mind My two buddies quit school And, no I'm not fine I've got a fear of waking up But I hate to sleep I learned how to sew And now I'm learning how to reap Just learned I hated food But I'm losing lbs by the day I'm pigging out on food But throwing it up anyway I hate to fight But I gotta show I'm not weak Just like a man w/ pride I can't admit defeat Don't like to cry But I've got more tears Don't want keep living But I've got more years God, I do NOT like him. And it's really hard for me to say this, but I think I'd do it again. g2g. I think I just saw Alex's car. OMG!!! Later!