21:27:35) Diplomat J 15: um hi...... (21:28:16) Lesha: hi? (21:28:27) Diplomat J 15: can we talk (21:29:31) Lesha: about what? (21:29:47) Diplomat J 15: Us..... (21:30:08) Lesha: yuh..i guess (21:30:24) Diplomat J 15: hmmm i c (21:30:29) Diplomat J 15: well first off lemme ask you this (21:30:37) Lesha: ok (21:30:46) Diplomat J 15: do you even want to be with me honestly (21:31:22) Lesha: i do but ion think we're gonna be (21:31:52) Diplomat J 15: hmm yeah i figured you would say that (21:31:59) Diplomat J 15: well here is how i see it (21:32:07) Lesha: can i ask you a question though? (21:32:11) Diplomat J 15: i like you alot okay for real no lie about that (21:32:13) Diplomat J 15: okay (21:32:21) Lesha: why do you take shots at me like that? (21:32:54) Diplomat J 15: what do you mean (21:33:38) Lesha: "hmm yeah i figured you would say that" and then before that, "hmm i c" why are you bein sarcastic like i've done somethin wrong? (21:33:48) Lesha: matter of fact..not even like i did somethin (21:33:58) Lesha: you've been doin that for the past 2 or 3 days in general (21:34:07) Diplomat J 15: no i am just saying by all the signals your sending me (21:34:20) Diplomat J 15: i should expect a certain attitude from u (21:34:45) Lesha: a certain attitude? (21:34:53) Diplomat J 15: yeah (21:35:09) Lesha: yuh know..i only give people what they expect from me..i've heard that alot (21:35:19) Diplomat J 15: this whole cold shoulder thing (21:35:21) Lesha: so since you expect it..whatever (21:35:38) Diplomat J 15: i dont expect nothign from you except being the right girl (21:35:51) Diplomat J 15: and all so far you shown me is that you know how to hide things from me (21:36:20) Diplomat J 15: that you play all your feelings from me (21:36:29) Diplomat J 15: and right now thats kinda crud (21:36:41) Lesha: i hide things from you? (21:36:41) Diplomat J 15: cause i mean i would love to talk toyou about alot of things (21:36:46) Diplomat J 15: and gain trust (21:36:49) Lesha: how is that crud? (21:37:02) Diplomat J 15: when you hide your feelings thats crud (21:37:10) Diplomat J 15: but i mean thats howyou are thats how you are (21:37:47) Diplomat J 15: i am not gonna be mad at you for that (21:38:12) Lesha: yuh..sure yuh right (21:38:32) Diplomat J 15: i mean i was trying to talk to you cause you different from the girls at flowers and all (21:39:03) Diplomat J 15: but i mean if i make you uncomfortable and everything just say so so i can stop making things ackward for you (21:40:21) Diplomat J 15: and just let you do your thing okay (21:41:21) Lesha: actually..um.. can we talk about this tomorrow? i kinda do have something to say... (21:41:50) Lesha: and it's sort of due to everything that's happened since we've been around each other..but iono know..there's a little more to it than that (21:42:06) Diplomat J 15: mhmm i c (21:42:38) Diplomat J 15: well ill let you get back to your thing (21:42:50) Lesha: what thing? (21:42:53) Diplomat J 15: and i guess ill just talk to you tommorow (21:43:03) Diplomat J 15: whatever you were doing i suppose (21:43:10) Lesha: i mean..we can still talk but..im juss putting that out there now. (21:43:23) Diplomat J 15: hm okay (21:43:31) Lesha: WHY ARE YOU DOIN THAT? (21:43:33) Lesha: man ugh (21:43:42) Lesha: yuh know..whatever (21:43:55) Diplomat J 15: what (21:43:58) Diplomat J 15: what did i do no (21:43:59) Diplomat J 15: w (21:44:03) Diplomat J 15: see thing with you (21:44:09) Diplomat J 15: i am always the bad guy (21:44:15) Diplomat J 15: i mean dang (21:44:39) Diplomat J 15: i am always doing something wrong when it comes to you (21:44:41) Lesha: yes..because i wake up in the mornin and think, "how can i make kevin be an asshole today so that i can blame it on him?" (21:44:49) Lesha: yeah..that's my SOLE purpose in life (21:44:57) Diplomat J 15: okay no sarcasim (21:45:03) Diplomat J 15: now* (21:45:05) Diplomat J 15: okay (21:45:23) Lesha: oh..okay..so you've been sarcasm half the conversation and now im sarcastic and it's big? (21:45:37) Diplomat J 15: hmmm imma just shut up on what i really had to say cause apprently comming to talk tyou about it is out the question (21:45:41) Lesha: man..no winning (21:45:58) Diplomat J 15: ohh yeah i am preety sure there isnt (21:46:04) Lesha: SEE?! (21:46:06) Diplomat J 15: see what (21:46:10) Diplomat J 15: you said no winning (21:46:16) Diplomat J 15: i am just going with what you say (21:46:19) Lesha: "ohh yeah im pretty sure there isn't" (21:46:24) Lesha: Do you see?! (21:46:29) Diplomat J 15: yeah i c (21:46:34) Diplomat J 15: what you put first (21:46:37) Lesha: man (21:46:39) Lesha: whatever (21:46:44) Diplomat J 15: imma just shut up cause (21:46:44) Lesha: you know what? (21:46:52) Diplomat J 15: i see you dont care anymore (21:47:34) Diplomat J 15: and apprently me trying to work something out with you is hard cause you have such a thing out for me its redicoulous (21:47:42) Lesha: everything that happens is always twisted into me..i thought you were cheatin so now all of a sudden, nigguhs stalkin me to check up on me because SOMEONE then heard i was..THEN chicks whisperin in my ear about what YOU do but for some reason someone's whisperin in yours, too (21:48:30) Diplomat J 15: hmm well apprently those are prolly the same chicks that told my sister the nigga you was messing with (21:48:41) Diplomat J 15: i mean if i am cause such a problem just say so (21:48:52) Lesha: whoa..see (21:49:01) Diplomat J 15: i dont listen to what others say cause they aitn the person who i am trying to talk too (21:49:01) Lesha: "the nigga you was messin with" (21:49:03) Diplomat J 15: you are you (21:49:07) Lesha: that menas I AM (21:49:09) Diplomat J 15: no (21:49:14) Lesha: whatever (21:49:16) Diplomat J 15: thats what ive been told (21:49:23) Lesha: that's exactly what YOU said..which means that's how YOU feel (21:49:30) Lesha: which means..there was no question from jump (21:49:30) Diplomat J 15: see you taking it so UGH its rediculous (21:49:39) Lesha: so therefore..this conversation was inevitable (21:50:04) Diplomat J 15: OMG SEE IF YOU LOOK AND ACCTUALY HEARD WHAT I TOLD MY SISTER AND HER FRIENDS (21:50:12) Diplomat J 15: ABOUT YOU YOU WOULDNT ACT THIS WAY (21:50:15) Lesha: why? because im doin what YOU do to me on a everyday basis? (21:50:26) Diplomat J 15: APPRENTLY ME STICKING UP FOR YOUR ASS WAS THE WRONG THING (21:50:35) Diplomat J 15: HAHAHHA REALL FUNNNY (21:50:42) Diplomat J 15: I AITN DOIN SHYT OUT IN FLOWERS (21:51:00) Lesha: i guess it's a good thing you don't shyt where you eat (21:51:17) Diplomat J 15: AND I CARE LESS ABOUT WHO THE FUC WHISPERING SHYT IN YOUR EAR ABOUT STUFF HUH (21:51:24) Diplomat J 15: AND WHATS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN (21:51:55) Diplomat J 15: IT JUST GOES TO SHOW YOU STICKING YOUR HAND OUT FOR A GIRL THAT YOU THINK IS RIGHT WILL JUST GET YOU MORE FUCKED UP (21:52:04) Lesha: OH REALLY? (21:52:06) Diplomat J 15: BECAUSE AT THE END (21:52:11) Diplomat J 15: SHE AITN GONNA BE ON YOUR SIDE (21:52:15) Diplomat J 15: OR GOT YOUR BACK (21:52:28) Diplomat J 15: SHE GONNA GO WITH WHAT OTHERS SAY REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU SAY (21:52:38) Diplomat J 15: I STUCK MY HAND OUT FOR YOU (21:52:49) Diplomat J 15: AND ALL YOU COULD DO WAS GIVE ME THE COLD SHOULDER (21:52:54) Diplomat J 15: ACT LIKE YOU DONT KNOW ME (21:52:59) Lesha: are you done typin big? cuz that's insinuatin you're yellin at me and i have somethin to say (21:53:04) Lesha: i'd hate to interrupt you (21:53:04) Diplomat J 15: JUST KEEP CALLING ME A CHeater (21:53:36) Diplomat J 15: what you gotta say huh plz i could only help and wonder what it is right now (21:53:57) Lesha: you're really gonna be sarcastic? (21:54:02) Diplomat J 15: i am not (21:54:04) Diplomat J 15: i wanna know (21:54:07) Lesha: you were (21:54:09) Lesha: but whatever (21:54:11) Diplomat J 15: no I AM NOT (21:54:21) Diplomat J 15: whatever yourself okay say what you got to say (21:55:46) Lesha: first..i'd like to say..im not goin with what other people say..i haven't yet. you told me to come and ask you, and I DID now what my gut tells me and what PEOPLE tell me are totally different things. but that's BESIDE the fact at hand..im not listenin to what other ppl say. i don't HAVE people tryin to find out who you're messin with because if you are..i believe in karma..it'll bite you in yuh ass..i don't gotta worry about it (21:56:10) Lesha: and anyways, if what people say about me don't matter, why you worried about stickin up for me? (21:56:10) Diplomat J 15: ohh REALLY (21:56:35) Diplomat J 15: YOU KNOW WHATS REALLY FUCKED up your freind was the one that told my sister i was fucking with you (21:56:38) Lesha: honestly..i don't care what they say...it's FUNNY (21:56:46) Diplomat J 15: and told her oh she a bopper this that (21:56:56) Diplomat J 15: i aitn ask my sister to jump in shyt (21:57:25) Diplomat J 15: i believe in that karma shyt to but you know it aitn gonna help nothing if i aitn doing nothig (21:57:28) Diplomat J 15: for real (21:57:38) Lesha: how am i a bopper? who have i opened MY motha fuckin legs up to? I WANNA KNOW! cuz i dont (21:57:38) Diplomat J 15: seems liek you letting everyone else just run you (21:57:50) Diplomat J 15: why dont you ask your friend okay (21:57:57) Diplomat J 15: iono tha deal with that (21:57:58) Lesha: and i wanna know what dick I EVER put in my mouth..cuhz i haven't put ONE in there..so that shyt's FUNNY (21:58:11) Lesha: cuz everybody that know me know i dont do shyt like that (21:58:11) Diplomat J 15: but do you see me ever treating you with disrespect no (21:58:15) Lesha: so i HOPE i dont look worried (21:58:35) Lesha: and i WISH that you would tell me who MY motha fuckin friends are cuz i don't have but 4 at flowers (21:58:38) Diplomat J 15: LOOK I DONT WANNA ARGUE WITH YOU OKAY (21:58:45) Lesha: all the rest of um nigguhs and bytches i chill with (21:58:47) Diplomat J 15: I SERIOUSLY DONT (21:59:17) Diplomat J 15: I NEVER MEANT FOR US TO EVEN WIND UP ON THIS ROAD (21:59:27) Lesha: ...hard to believe (21:59:46) Diplomat J 15: I MEAN DAMN THE WHOLE XANGA THING IF YOU HAD JUST ASK INSTEAD OF JUST ASSUME YOU KNOW NOTHING WE BE LIKE THIS FORE (21:59:52) Diplomat J 15: REAL* (22:00:13) Diplomat J 15: HARD TO BELIEVE THAT THIS THE SAME GIRL (22:00:42) Diplomat J 15: I BROUGHT CHICKEN SOUP TOO WHEN I GOT OFF WORK CAUSE I FELT YEAH SHE SOMEONE SPECIAL LEMME GO AHEAD AND DO HER A FAVOR (22:00:51) Lesha: yuh because it all comes down to what the fuck happened on xanga (22:00:59) Diplomat J 15: YOUR RIGHT (22:01:03) Lesha: that's BULLSHYT..this whole thing is NOT about that (22:01:04) Lesha: it's NOT (22:01:11) Diplomat J 15: OKAY (22:01:19) Lesha: juss cuz YOU think that..doesn't mean that's what it's about (22:01:23) Diplomat J 15: I TOLD YOU THE DEAL WITH XANGA (22:01:30) Lesha: cuz ever since i read that you know all ive been hearin out yuh mouth? (22:01:42) Diplomat J 15: YOU WANNA GO AHEAD AND JUST BE LIKE FUCK YOU NIGGA THIS THAT I AM LIKE OKAY (22:01:46) Lesha: how EVERYBODY ELSE seems to think IM a bopper and a roller, and how im messin with other nigguhs (22:02:04) Lesha: im not like that (22:02:12) Diplomat J 15: THE ONLY REASON I POSTED SHYT WAS TO MAKE MY EX JEALOUS WHICH I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT DOING ANYMORE (22:02:18) Diplomat J 15: DID I SAY YOU WERE NO (22:02:24) Lesha: im not juss gonna up and leave..even if we dont work out ima still be kool wit you (22:02:36) Diplomat J 15: YOU STILL PUTTING ALL THIS STUFF IN MY MOUTH (22:02:50) Diplomat J 15: I CARE ABOUT YOU ALOT BUT THE ATTITUDE NEEDS TO CHILL (22:02:52) Diplomat J 15: FOR REAL (22:03:11) Diplomat J 15: LIKE I UNDERSTAND NOTHING IS PERFECT BUT STILL (22:03:22) Diplomat J 15: YOU AITN GOTTA MAKE ME THE BAD GUY FOR REAL (22:03:46) Diplomat J 15: I AM SORRY YOU TOOK THE XANGA THE WRONG WAY BUT I MEAN WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY ABOUT IT (22:03:52) Lesha: first...ima need you to stop typin like that cuz it's really gonna make me kirk (22:04:05) Diplomat J 15: ALL I CAN CAn really say is i am sorry okay (22:04:07) Lesha: it's really gonna send me over the edge in about 3 seconds (22:04:22) Diplomat J 15: .................. (22:04:51) Lesha: next..ima need you not to try and dictate my attitudes..if I feel a certain way..that's it. that's how i feel (22:05:02) Lesha: what am i sposed to act shady around you to make you feel better? (22:05:08) Lesha: that's a lie.. (22:05:15) Diplomat J 15: okay (22:05:16) Diplomat J 15: okay (22:05:18) Lesha: im not gonna mask somethin up juss to get on their good side (22:05:19) Lesha: that's stupid (22:05:21) Diplomat J 15: alright (22:05:24) Diplomat J 15: your right (22:05:32) Diplomat J 15: completely (22:05:36) Diplomat J 15: dont mask it all (22:05:55) Diplomat J 15: cause i already know (22:06:20) Diplomat J 15: and apprently i am not gonna ask you to do such a thing (22:06:31) Lesha: you (22:06:40) Lesha: *you're right..you didn't juss ask me (22:06:48) Lesha: you told me..and not once..but twice (22:07:22) Diplomat J 15: all i really wanted to say to you was sorry for all the misunderstanding and all and i would like for us to get on the point we were at before all this he say she say shyt (22:07:39) Diplomat J 15: well sorry for trying to be sincere (22:07:45) Diplomat J 15: i know you must not be use to that (22:07:59) Diplomat J 15: but thats how a guy will act when he is (22:08:00) Lesha: ...fuck you (22:08:03) Diplomat J 15: what (22:08:08) Diplomat J 15: you said it yourself (22:09:14) Diplomat J 15: that wasnt supposed to be taken as a diss lesha it was supposed to be taken as okay i am not like your last niggaz so when i say something i am really being sincere (22:09:20) Diplomat J 15: but i guess you dont care huh (22:09:28) Diplomat J 15: your just like fuck you now huh (22:09:40) Diplomat J 15: okay well sorry for trying to clear things up (22:09:42) Diplomat J 15: okay (22:09:50) Lesha: that's where you've been askin me to go for like 3 days straight so now that i say it..you're not that surprised (22:09:57) Lesha: cuz you've been sayin that's how i felt (22:10:05) Lesha: well, you were gonna push me til i felt that way huh? (22:10:10) Diplomat J 15: sorry for trying to get things str8 okay (22:10:12) Lesha: i mean, that's what you wanted right? (22:10:18) Lesha: huh? (22:10:21) Diplomat J 15: no thats not what i wanted (22:10:35) Diplomat J 15: cause apprently you dont understand the situation i am in (22:10:54) Lesha: i don't understand? IM THE SITUATION! (22:10:56) Diplomat J 15: so its obviously to much to expect where i am comming from with this (22:11:06) Diplomat J 15: your the situation ont the other side (22:11:21) Diplomat J 15: not the side who trying to clear things (22:12:15) Diplomat J 15: so imma just say what i trully feel and if tommorow you wanna treat me like jus any nigga okay (22:12:21) Diplomat J 15: ill leave it at that (22:12:22) Lesha: SEE? (22:12:27) Diplomat J 15: but if you dont wanna (22:12:31) Diplomat J 15: start over (22:12:35) Diplomat J 15: just take it slow (22:12:49) Lesha: you wanted me to say fuck you cuz you been sayin that i wanted to treat you juss like every otha nigga for a while (22:12:57) Lesha: yuh know...if that's really how you want me to treat you (22:12:59) Lesha: it's easy. (22:13:20) Diplomat J 15: get things str8 and talk throug certain things dont treat me like just a whatever nigga (22:13:29) Diplomat J 15: okay i am not doubting that one bit (22:13:32) Diplomat J 15: but right now (22:13:35) Lesha: cuhz for real..if i aint care, i wouldn't have opened my mouth. apparently, you like the quiet girls that do as you say anyway..so okay (22:13:35) Diplomat J 15: when i look at it (22:14:05) Diplomat J 15: OHH SO NOW YOU NOW YOU TELLING ME WHAT I LIKE AND ALL THAT (22:14:15) Diplomat J 15: SEE all that wasnt ever necessery (22:14:20) Lesha: ...if you think you are about to be frustrated now (22:14:27) Lesha: you bout to hate me (22:14:28) Diplomat J 15: whatever (22:14:38) Diplomat J 15: i am not gonna hate you one bit (22:15:00) Diplomat J 15: cause the i felt about you i couldnt even go there (22:15:28) Diplomat J 15: but if thats just your way of putting how you feel on me well sorry you feel that way (22:15:57) Diplomat J 15: point end is tommorow you can talk to me and try and talk this out or you can dis me and just say fuck you nigga i am out (22:16:05) Diplomat J 15: its yoru call but just remember this (22:17:01) Diplomat J 15: i stuck my head out when i barely knew you i gave you the benefit of the doubt about certain things i never even brought to your attention cause i felt you dont need to hear it (22:17:14) Diplomat J 15: okay so sorry for botherimg u (22:22:56) Diplomat J 15: so you dont got nothing to say to me do you? (22:23:11) Lesha: im on the phone. (22:23:31) Diplomat J 15: o well sry 4 interupting