Listening to: Eighteen by Bow Wow
Feeling: achy
Inspection was today. Alpha failed. Bravo passed. Needless to say I'm in Alpha. Jeez! How could we suck that much?! I mean, damn it, I was pretty good. Not great, but I was good. I passed alone. But not as a flight! WHAT?! Dag! Just only....Damn!
TaNeisha is in the hospital. I feel bad for ever doubting that I loved her. Of course I do. And Why the hell did I think I was mad? Could I ever really be mad at her after she said she loved me or hey? Jeez. It doesn't take much to remind me of how much I love her. Thing is...why and how the hell do I ever doubt that? What am I thinking?! So...well, anyways, I pray she's better. There isn't more I think about now...
Okay...so I'm thinking I've got more to say. O yuh, I need to talk to her. Even though she's sick... And I feel bad. Cuz I'm a selfish lil cunt. But I can't help it. After all, I AM spoiled. Why deny it? And I do think of her as MINE MINE MINE!...That is TERRIBLE! I am the worst person in the world. At least I admit that.
Now, for the rest. My teacher called my Dad today. He kinda kirked. I thought he said he would be by. He hasn't come yet. I don't mind. And anyways, she started something with me. Then lied and told him that I said I wanted out of her class. I didnt say that. Why would I say that when I need a freaking reccomendation from her? Seems a little stupid to me. And even if I did want to say that, what would be my reasoning?! None. I have none. I feel bad, cuz I know I'm not lying. But why would she lie to my Dad? I feel bad that my dad believes her. Because he never ever even asked. What a Dad...
Whatever. Like the title goes, "Stuff Happens."
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