Listening to: Eve- Love is Blind
Feeling: vibrant
Yes, I'm vengeful. Quite a bit of news. I'm SO pissed. Jesus Christ, I'm really, really pissed. I just need..I NEED TO CALM DOWN.
Okay, so the scenario: Cousins *3* go to Indian Acres. Like always, they go with a friend, this time it happened to be Tommisha, which was fine by me, cuz I didn't especially want to THROW myself at the trip. Well,as you know, K.G. is one of muh buddies..NOW. Well, maybe not exactly...Well okay, my cousin meets K.G. (This is about 3 er 4 weeks ago) and well, yeah. All happy go lucky. Well, then, come to find out, some people that K.G. knows took my cousin (A.) and gang-banged her. Which means, about 4 or 5 boys just...ya know...her. She's 11 for Christ Sake!! And she didn't tell anyone. The only reason we know is cuz K.G. told us, and we didn't believe him, and then, his cousin said it too. I'm UNBELIEVABLY pissed! Then, like...K.G. knows the ppl and is all, "Like u said, E.B. (calls muh other cousin that) what's done @ Indian Acres, stays @ Indian Acres" And I'm pissed cuz he kinda LAUGHED about it!! What if his sister was the person they did that to? He would've shot their monkeys off! Ugh! This is sick. Sick and really, really perverted.
The sad thing is, I'm going to see both K.G and Alex tomorrow. Maybe Alex knows, maybe he doesn't. Either way...I just, want to throw up. Well, at least MORE than I already just did. Ugh. It's really, and trully sick. God. I just...I want my cousin to tell me herself. I need her to do that for me....
God, it's my COUSIN. Jesus. Just..Jesus!
ahh, the reason we would be mad isnt really a reason. he gets in shitty moods, so then everything i do pisses him off, so he's mean, and then i get pissed, and ughajhtgurodhg. i dont know, i think we're both just frusterated with eachother. ?? confusing.
and thanks for the happy birthday! w0ot!
-kody-