Isn't it something? Opening my long lost diary after all this time! I must admit, I'm impressed by my repressive memory and how it did not fail to remember, "me".

I don't have much to say. When I was younger, there isn't much I wouldn't say on this site. Possibly because it was (and still is) the one "diary" that isn't overrated. Four years later, and I still have this immense feeling that I will always blog here. It's probably the best thing I ever did. I think, though, with maturity, I am apprehensive on what to divulge and what to retain. I trust this site though. Much more than anything else I've ever trusted.

I think I've come a long way on my journey, and I'm still not "whole" in the sense that I have it all together. Far from it. I am, however, getting there. With that being said, this journal and any other journal I may choose to pursue will not be a bashing opportunity. It will be my way of growth and reflection versus the venting I've done in the past. I was an angry person then; I am a maturing young lady now. I love the journey I've been on; I'm definitely glad most of that was made on sitdiary.net.

Off to check my secret diaries now- you didn't think this was my only, did you? No. This is just the first and one I am the most faithful toward; it holds a special place in my heart!

Signed,

Nyomi

(How many times have I changed my signatures over the years? Lol. I love that too!)