I tried. I DID THE BEST I EVER COULD. And that's all I ever wanted to say in my life. That I did the best I could. But what do you do when you did all you could, and there was nothing else you could do? How do you give up? How do I GIVE UP? Turn my back? All I EVER counted on in my ENTIRE life was to tell everyone, that I did my BEST..I did all I ever could..so now, I'm not trusting my own voice? But I did, because I never turned my back, I never left. I asked daily..what could I have done? I've never given up on anyone, because so many people have given up on me.. But I didn't give up, and now she has the nerve to say I DONT CARE? But..I did the best I could!