O well, Megs just tried to help me feel better :-D Which sort of worked b/c I DO love the thought...but..agh..whatever. So, to feel people in b/c I haven't been around much and just for the record: I MISS BECCA! okay, now..the rest We will go by interests that appear to me. Okay: T, then Best Friend, then, moving, then, that should cover it all. O yeah, and work. Okay...Beginning: T= MORE HEARTACHE. ugh. but luckily, I am not so sad b/c we're still pretty close and we're still sorta together ((if that counts)) but, yuh, thats okay. We're sort of fighting b/c someone has been running their mouth of to her. But that's okay, b/c they really didn't tell her anything that I wouldn't or haven't. So I really, and honestly don't care. Other than that, it's just, I don't want to throw my heart away to her. Ahh. Kind of mean to say but it's like, she's been saying she's changing and I don't know. I guess with NEW things come NEW beliefs and I trusted the OLD her, I don't KNOW the new her... :-. Moving on, b/c that's getting pretty deep. Shantelle= A smidge of disappointment. We haven't been talking as much. But ahh, I have been on the busy side but I've managed to call her. Just as she manages to call Lauren and Tre and neglects me..But it's just as well, b/c I care, but it doesn't bother me as much b/c I just talked to her last night. Okay, I can't finish this b/c I've got to go AGAIN. I guess when I get back I'll further better this enlightening thought.