Confronted T with my suspicions. That she was messin around with Sara. She says that it isn't true. Something tells me it isn't. Yet, that's the same thing that tells me it is. I think I want myself to believe that nothing is going on, to ease myself. Calm myself of what's going on. I know it won't. Because it doesn't. She says she wants to talk to me about it. Over the phone. I don't know what I think about that. I'm scared. Ugh. When she left earlier, (we when we were on the phone) she barely said words in my direction. She's always saying we don't talk and she misses me. But she's always going somplace. Ugh! I dunno. I'm just, avoiding her. I'm so scared, so...full of emotions! I don't know what I'm going to do! On a good note though, today was pretty good. I had a sore throat. Moreso, have a sore throat. I haven't taken medicine for it, but I guess I should. Maybe later. Anyways, I felt like I was gonna throw up, but, yuh, now I feel better. YAY! What else? My Best Friend is sick. But we talked on the phone for a while. She kept wanting to call the police. LMAO. Haha. That was pretty cool. Anyways, I've got so much to think about, avoid, and cry about. Cry for me!