damn capitalist world. i'm half way between deciding whether or not i sell my guitar. it wouldn't cost me that much to get it all spiffy, and then i could sell it on ebay with the shitty little amp and have lots more money! i need the money for drums. i'm not exactly getting financial support from my 'rents and i think nandos pays weekly or something, either way, i'd have to wait a while before i had enough for the drums. what the fuck am i going to do today. i really wanna go out now, but not without kyle and/or kris. shit, i just don't want to be in this house. fuck it, i think i'll just give a clockwork orange a watch. i'm so fucking bored though. and my sister's computer is so slow. *sigh* what can you do when you live in a shoe and you ain't got no soul? : P