i miss helen. i cried yesterday when her mom took me home because i can't not be with her. razzle is sick, so i'm doing rehearsal alone tonight. it's gonna suck. but he'll be fine by wednesday. college was fun today. not really. we had to start writing short stories for english language. mine is a trent and dave story, a little tribute to apples. i stretched my ear this weekend, from 1mm to 6mm. so it's kinda skanky right now. :( helen doesn't like it. i hate my ears though, they're really boring, nothing in them. so i had to have something, and i've wanted to stretch them for a while. except i'm only stretching the one i've started doing. the other one is just gonna have loads of little holes :) i'm bored and y'all suck. : P