:( i've been not good recently... upsetting the people who mean the most to me and then getting all defensive about it as if it's not even my fault. i feel sick and fat. i just had 2 chinese chicken baguettes and my first shakeaway milkshake, which i'm quite please about. it's a nice milkshake... the chocolate fudge brownie milkshake. tomorrow tomorrow baby. and today's almost over. : P