wow. it feels over. they're gone. they're still there, but gone. it makes me miss the old days even more, a couple of months after i first got here, it was so much fun, we didn't sit around and play cards in all our free time. we kicked balls around, threw water balloons, played B-ball, that sorta stuff. fun stuff. now that we have a common room, a smelly, dirty, dingy common room, everyone devotes their time to it. not cool. i hardly see anyone anymore because i like to be outside. except now i'm in the library most of the time. i need a fucking cigarette so bad right now!!! i guess i gotta move on, there're better things in life than moping around over lost 'friends'. later