ok so yes my last entry was way too serious for me and thanks to Gretchen's post(I think thats right) and me understanding that you know what I have to live with this stuff and get over it and just be myself the one and only GRILLED CHEESEY! and I'll be ok from here on out! I looked at this photo book of mine that is all of pictures of when I was a baby until almost 3 years old and I swear to gawd I started crying at how much time has past and I wasn't able to live it up and I just let the stupid things get in my way instead of looking at things like how far I have came and how much stuff has changed but yet I still have Monica since preschool as a friend and that will never change, I hope, and even though I have lost friends and I don't think I even have that many friends as most people do I think I need to stop comparing myself to others or anything like that and just get over my issues in my own head and learn to accept my differences and weird quirks about me and screw what people think about me and you know what that will damn well be my goal for this upcoming school year and I can't believe that it will be another school year by next week, it's been fun writing in this for goals that I dearly try I will meet but I think I'm going to go hug Mr. Duckie and Mr. Quackie and snuggle up with Friskie, another one of my best friends and watch something like Never Been Kissed for the 50th time or so. Or maybe I'll just watch some Jay Leno and Conan or something whatever I end up doing I hope the rest of you are enjoying it. Much Love!