The morning after

Listening to: ill nino
Feeling: bemused
If you can't stand upon the water I will see you on the ocean floor... Days until I depart for Philadelphia, seeing my father, the dread overwhelms me: Ten days --- Ah, how I so much enjoyed those shows even though Courtny, myself and two males got kicked out not even five minutes into the last show because we were trying to mosh and apparently we were risking injury to those around us. Stupid blighters, we were only making it an authentic rock concert. I guess they fail to see past that, oh well we just went home, got drunk and jumped around, banging heads and jumping off the beds and stairs and everything else to my AFI music. Who said we do not take advantage of no one being home to tell us to stop? Stayed home from school on Wednesday for there would be no way in bloody hell that I would be able to last two and a half hours in my math class. My mother was not too happy but if she only knew what I really did, I do not think I would be sitting at this computer right now. Complaint of the day, as I seem to be doing this often but someone told me it was normal so fuck yeah! For once, something I do can be defined in sense of normality. People in the hallways of my school walk maybe one step in front of the other slowness so I do not want to walk that slow as I must keep up in movement as sitting still for a long period of time is a task for me sometimes so I move around them and then they are all "Excuse YOU!" What the deuce? I mean, one maybe if they walked just a little faster I would not have to bump into them and this happened more than five times today and also why do they stand in the middle of the frickin door that people are trying to get in and out of the hallway by? And they expect someone to say excuse me to that. -throws arms up and walks away- To quote a song - I hate humanity. May you think even if nothing is to come out of it... -_- When you blink do you only find misery between the lines?
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I'm glad that someone reads my diary ... even with the new man, it just seems like no one ever cares so why do I bother ...
[Anonymous]
AFI rocks. I'm gonna have to go with stabbed or shot....it depends where and by what......
[Anonymous]
I hope I get better ... everything was looking up and I thought things would be fine but that changed and everything is just going down hill again and I hate it ... I don't know why I bother because it seems like I can't change anything and everything sucks ...
[Anonymous]
Really!?! Cool! Me feels so special. And yay! Go ahead. You can steal it. I did (mwahaha) I love AFI too. I don't know if I said anything about them? Anything like what? You weren't being any more of an idiot than I usually do....
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