It's appalling to think that... Secret Window finally released: Seven, long days.. Benn and I reunited once more: Twenty-one days.. --- I hate it all! Here I am, having no cuts or angered torments where I throw things at walls or scream at just anyone for four whole frickin days and even though my frame of mind during those times had no less improved from what it has, I actually felt somewhere inside myself, quite accomplished at the task of no marks brought to my own skin by my own hands. But as they all say: 'Good things must come to an end.' Sadly, those entirely stupid and useless sayings have proven to be true in ocurrance with last night, where I fuckin cried for 2 hours straight, I threw a shoe at one of my picture frames and glass spilled onto the floor, now to just leave it there would be a waste so what did I do with those pieces? I believe the answer is quite apparent...So, since you all are far more intelligent than I, you all may use the power of common sense and extend the details so I will not have to do so. I started crying in the middle of History class today and when the usual perky, happy girl that sits in front of me noticed made the whole class turn and look at me. Where the usual 'Are you okay?' and 'What's wrong?' questions were brought up, seeing as how I am ignored by everyone and then finally when point blank, something has troubled me, then everyone cares? What in the bloody hell are wrong with people who do such things? That tragedy of it all was this-I still do not know what I began crying over to begin with, I think and dwell in the past trying to regain the feelings I had back then but it only brings worse damage to my already poor mental stability. Oh fuck! This has all been written in my form of poems, lyrics and journal to be seen to no eyes but my own and I am again making my problems known to others, something I seriously loathe to do. Without further ado, I shut up and hope that the Depp Film Festival keeps me from the verge of doing something incredibly stupid.. Tonight at the Depp Film Festival hosted by, Jess: Donnie Brasco -_- All my time seems to be wasted...