Am I really that normal...? My guidance counselor today told me that what I'm going through is something that everyone experiences. I didn't even WANT to see her, my teacher was concerned about me as it is suspicious to wear nothing but long sleeve shirts for two weeks straight so I get sent to see her and all she can tell me is that it's normal for these feelings? I break into tears at the stupidest things anymore. I sat in Geometry for TEN FRICKIN MINUTES..CRYING! What defines that as normal? I do not think I even have a reason at this moment, I just sat there with my head on my desk and cried silently to myself and no one even noticed or asked. Again, I was ignored or not even looked to. At lunch I go into the bathroom and cry some more, re-do my eye liner and no one even cares enough to look that close to see that I had in fact been crying or that something is wrong with me. I broke into tears last night just looking at the dry blood on my razor..Why am I telling this online for people to read? Because honestly I don't have anyone in my own personal life to tell this to, they just label me as depressed and tell me to go hang out with all the other 'goth/grungy' people who always stand outside in the morning. I was even referred to as a loner..so can I tell them anything without facing open critcism or even to be taken seriously? The marks on my ankles are becoming more frequent, and I haven't even started the medication yet. And couldn't I just be a pathetic version of a human being to openly saying all of this to people I have never met in my life nor will I ever..Or is it because I have no friends of my own that I must resort to this? Either way, it doesn't make it any better on my own thoughts does it? With something to think about..make it a great day or not. It's no ones choice but your own. It all comes to blame on yourself, everything does and always will. Just the end of a 'normal teen's' unimportant complaining in hopes that it will keep me from doing anything...stupid.