I can feel you waiting for me as the sun retreats to the hills... --- Sunday, the day of going to church. Too bad I do not partake in that wonderous activity. No, while you were up and about getting all dressed up I was sleeping until 12 and then cleaning. Ick, the cleaning part sucked but it goes rewarded as I will receive 20 twenty dollars next Friday for when we go to the mall. Hm.. the things I said I would do this weekend, did not happen. John had a game on Saturday and then my mother got distracted in her classwork. I did however play kickball with John, Daniel, Jordan, Nick and Tony. Yes, I have no friends of my own to hang out with on a Saturday afternoon so I go and play my little brother and his friends sport games. I do each time they are over, really I do. We also went swimming, yes mid-April and my siblings and I went swimming for a good hours time. When up in Philadelphia two weeks ago it was 60 degree weather. The joys of the South.. What occurred Saturday night? Dana found out about me talking "smack" about her to Jamie so then we fight for maybe round twenty since the first time I started arguing with her six months ago. Does she not understand the concept that friends can drift apart? That six years of not being that close of friends to begin with can lead to one hating the other? That I do NOT like her! -sigh- Yeah, so she said I need to go to church with her to change my "outlook on things" she also said that I offend too many people and that is why I have no friends. Now for the comical part: I am depressed because I do not believe in Jesus! -slaps knee- Apparently if I believed in him and respected the fact that he died for ME[Which if you think about, is false because every Christian says that. Did 'he' really die for the millions of people in this world millions of years later?] would make me not want to die and live for JESUS. I really do need to get far away from her, in all honesty, she will be the person that drives me insane. Three good things about this weekend, I luff Erin's hair! ^.^ I think I am going to get my own hair like that, even though my choice would be to get the whole head. But still, Erin's hair is wicked awesome! I found ten bucks in the GameStop parking lot when John was getting some baseball game for the PS2 and my mother found the program for her digital camera so now I can upload pictures onto the computer! Yes, because we all know everyone wants to know what Jess looks like. -_- The one good thing about spring - the bugs, the sun, the hot weather, the pollen, the flowers - It brings school coming to an end soon. 6 more weeks to be exact. That will be what I start counting, excluding weekends of course, we have 29 days starting Monday. May the days of the upcoming week be well for you all as everyone deserves the best, but we never get the best, well some of the lucky ones do. I apologize for the boringness of this entry. What more can you expect from someone with no life, no friends and nothing to do but sit in a computer chair and write pathetic versions of stories? -_- May you think, because without it we are nothing. I creep through the twilight to that hidden place beyond the lonely.