Steps ascend to a loaded gun. The scent of matches hangs in the air. We don't want to see this: a flash of light that's letting go of an empty bullet case, by the time it hits the ground, I'm out of reach. Let go. --- So it is Monday - the end of weekend, a weekend in which people do things. Have I? Maybe. I had a driving range thing to do for Driver's Ed where he had these cones set up to do different things, I did swell with the driving up and turning and the whole weaving in and out until it came to driving all the way forward and having to reverse in a straight line. ... I DIDN'T DO IT! Hah. I hit a cone the first time and then got two down my second time. I was the only person who did that too! It was so pathetic. I guess the fact that I have never been able to cut or draw in straight lines will affect how I cannot reverse correctly. ^.^ And this is why you should fear me on March 12, 2005 as it is the supposed date of me having a license. What else did I do on Saturday? I tagged along with my mother to Kohl's and then Target on Saturday and I am still trying to think of the reason as to why. To get out of the house? Maybe? Either way it was very boring as both stores have really bad clothes and that was why my mom said I should come. I did get this pink Hello Kitty cup when I was at Target! It is SO awesome, it has a straw on the outside and it goes around the outside of the cup so that's how you drink it. Hah! It even has little duckies on it too. Jess is cool, YOU are not. My mother forced me to do a major clean out of my room on Sunday, that was even more FUN! I did find my cell phone after I had lost it for at least four months. Where was it? Under the frickin bed! So now that I have found it again I went back to texting all the people that I used to. I felt loved everytime the phone beeped to show I had a text because the people actually remembered me. I really don't like people to call me since I am against the phone as it is, but if anyone wants to text me and make me feel all happy the number is 678-438-4599. Two weeks from today I go back to school. Do you know how much that fucking sucks? TWO WEEKS! AHHHHH! I am also going to be an older sister again on Friday when John and Nick return from Philadelphia with my dad. Yeck. I was enjoying not having them around every day... I guess going back to school is good in the fact that I am now an Upperclassmen and it brings me just one year closer to leaving. But, IT'S SCHOOL! -le sigh- It's also back to school shopping this week. I hate going. My hair is getting dyed on Wednesday or Thursday. In perfect time for my dad to see it and fall in love since I am going to a Braves game with them on Saturday. Hah. Now lets all laugh at Jess... I fell down our steps this morning, thankfully no one was home to see or anything. I have to limp as I can barely put any weight on my left foot and on my arm there is a large scratch and my head is throbbing with one of the worst headaches I have ever had. Laugh it up... Would you rather... Have regular encounters with aliens and not have any proof OR have your best friend be invisible? -_- All the time we've wasted, spent fighting, it's blood and it's running down the stairs. Freeze the frame between the gun shot and the hole it makes, a spinning bullet waits in the middle. There's no way to stop it, it will surely hit the mark. You can try to understand, but I'm giving up...