Weaker with living

Listening to: AFI
Feeling: unique
Drowned in flames is where I can be found, my nose broke from being smashed into the ground. What a waste, this place I call my home. --- School days until May 28: 25 Days.. Alas, the day of Friday has arrived, the day where everyone says they are so excited to have. The day where the air is filled with talks of what they will be doing for the weekend. The day where teachers feel the need to give more grades than normal. The day where half the population of my high school can be found at the movies. The day where people find it such a big deal to do things outside of school. The day in which I only look at as a day which, in apart from block scheduling, is a 'normal' day in which I am stuck in school for a total of seven hours time. What is so special about Friday anyway? Really, I always pondered[Hah! I luff you Courtny!] why so many people were excited when such a day showed up. Besides the most obvious reason of being away from school for two days.. Hm, I had to get up in Leonard's class today and talk for five minutes about the Bolshevik Revolution during the whole Russian Revolution, basically the thing that led up to the USSR forming and I sure hope that all of us know what that is. I got told to sound like I was at least happy to be here and not dead. How the fuck would you expect me to do that when honestly I would rather be dead than in his class or working with the group mates that I was put with. So I just stared at him for a long moment before going back on how I had done before and people laughed. It was not a laughing matter! Stupid blighters. So then, I got pulled after class and Leonard wanted to know if everything was 'okay.' What the deuce? I just said yes and started to walk away before he handed me a detention slip for 45 minutes on Tuesday. On it for the reason he put that I disobeyed his rule. Care to know what it is? He says that you may never leave an empty seat in front of you so this girl who normally sits in front of me did not come he told me to move and I said no, this is my assigned seat and it is where I am staying. I really do hate that class. Slept in English for maybe the fifth day this week! O.O Five days in a school week, slept five days - yeah, you do the math geniuses. I am supposedly going to get a phone call back home to my mother to notify her of my behavior in class and that we will have a Tale of Two Cities test soon and she doubts that I will be able to pass it. Stupid fucking book is what is putting me to sleep. I think I failed my Biology test as well. Anyone care to explain to me the concept that a group of students will teach their classmates about a certain topic and hope that one: People actually pay attention and two: The people who teach it do it the right way, instead of taking the slacker approach and not doing much effort to it at all. And then after you have done that the teacher goes and makes up the test anyway! Half the questions about the circulatory and respiratory systems I knew nothing of. Yes, school sucks and all this happened on Friday. -gasp- The best day of the week! Can you believe it??!! What does Jess have planned for the weekend? Finishing 'Salems Lot will be one, another will be to figure out how to get my mom's digital camera working on the computer so I can upload pictures of myself and my kitty. Washing Tom's and my mother's cars for 20 bucks and then lastly watching mucho amounts of DVDs. I may go out to the Jazz Festival at school to meet up with Courtny since her brother is in one of the Jazz bands. ^.^ So exciting yes? Though having a weekend where you do everything would be no choice of my own as then you can not "veg" out and sit around on your arse all day like I do and find much comfort in doing so. Thing I found annoying in the past few days: [I think I will make this a regular - it being something I luffed or found annoying. Sound good? Actually what people such as Dana think of it matters not as this is my diary. Simple yes?] Dave Chapelle - Everyone talks of his show these days and mock the whole Lil' Jon thing[Did I mention that we saw him at the airport?! O.O EXCITING! -heavy sarcasm-] with the "Okkkayyy" and "Yeah.." -_- I, for one, do not find Dave Chapelle to be all that funny. His show and the skits are just a pathetic attempt at MADtv or SNL, which no one can duplicate. Though SNL was much better with Will Farrel and Adam Sandler. I mean honestly, I actually watched the show and could only stare blankly at the screen. The same with Chris Rock, was he really that funny to be called number one? /End/ May you think, because without it we are nothing... -_- In the fray is where I can be found. My head is bruised from always being knocked around. What a fight, this life I call my own!
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I love Fridays but I hate all of the people I hear who brag about their weekend plans. I really could care less about their social life. I just want to shoot something the minute I hear someone rubbing it in about what they are gonna do when the weekend comes. Gah. People frustrate me. Hope your weekend is nice.
Sorry, I should have known ...

x erin x
[Anonymous]
i love your diary!!! Well..i hope you have a good weekend!
[Anonymous]
woah..howd you underline the word like that?
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