Worn our and faded. The weakness starts to show. They've created the generation that we know. Washed up and hated, the system moves too slow. They give us answers to questions they don't even know. You made it, you played it. Your shit is overrated... --- Ah, so here it is Katilyn the stupid answer to your even more stupid questions at odd points of the IM conversations. What feeling do I hate? I hate the feeling, as in emotions, of love. I also cannot stand when someone wakes you up from your sleep - especially when one finds sleep without the help of Nyquil. No matter what the hour of breaking the sleep that one finds them in it will never cease to make the day go so much worse and take so much longer for me to actually want to be moving and walking around. Which is something I will have to be doing for at least four hours... Please, pray to that nonexistent God that it rains this afternoon to spare me from having to experience Whitewater water park. The so-called rides are quite boring and not worth the lines one would stand in, and almost guaranteed are the stares in which I will receive. I think what should be done is that I lift a certain finger towards anyone who wants to glance to myself longer than the normal account. Yes, that will provide my amusement for the day since there will be at a complete lack of it as it is. ^.^ The reason for going? Nick is having his b-lated birthday party there, he is bringing Adam and Tony along and John and myself are going to be going off on our own. -- Update as of 11: 40 A.M. the next day due to the site not working last night -- Oh, I really do hate water parks and six flags with more than anything. Next year, I am staying home when they go both of the places each summer. Yes, not to run from people, but to keep my annoyances away. Sounds good, yes? The better of me leaving the cursed place after seven hours or so after being there? Ne'er having to return for a year. Yay! I also enjoyed the lovely dyke, lesbian and other similiar comments directed to me at different points of the day. I also got "cussed out" when we were on the highly stupid lazy river and I mocked these girls that were sitting on the wall flirting with the male lifeguard. I said "Oh! Look at me! I am flaunting my chest at you! Matt, please lets go make out and fuck by the lockers!" loud enough for them to hear when they had taken the male's shoes and the only repsonse I got was a "fuck off" from the two girls and the lifeguard to cry from laughing. The guys that were with them made "ooo" sounds in my direction like those two words they said meant anything. My middle finger was raised to many people in addition to the usual stupid phrase "Go to hell." Which really does offend people greatly, Erika. I guess I made the better of the horrible situation I found myself in then? My fun was found in pissing people off - not the stupid water rides. Stay away from water parks... I am getting my hair cut and the color re-done today at one. I think after the color fades out this time I am going to put the color to blonde so that way the pink will show up much better and I can change over to blue, purple or other not natural hair colors when it fades out. Oh, it is mucho exciting and we all know it. I dislike spending times with the hair dresser even a half hour inside that place make me want to just run out of there. I need it done though so I guess I cannot just run then. So I have a plea of impossibility, but I would like to see how many kind-hearted people there are and will actually offer or "give" me this: I need some more effin money so I can buy Secret Window on DVD and The Cure's newest album when it is released also another AFI shirt. Anyone want to give some dinero to me for those purposes? I would love you forever and ever. ^.^ Moving on, this so-called great thing known as Beta Club makes me have to do service hours so my mother read about volunteers needed for the Fayette Senior Center so for one day each week I get to go up there from 9-1 to assist senior citizens with games and arts and crafts. What joys... -_- Again, I repeat what was said earlier. Happy 18th birthday to you, Attila. Another easier favor that I ask of you all whether you know her or not, go visit antichrist diary today and tell her those two very easy words to type - Happy Birthday. She's 18... That has to mean something doesn't it? Oh right, she's legal!?? It is something that is not hard to ask of you all is it? Have mucho fun being carted away by people giving you their gifts, enjoy the party that your mother insisted on throwing for you and my cat will always be better than yours - even if your name will be better than the normality of Friskie. -gives Attila all the vegan goodies she could ever have including those Pumpkin vegan muffins you so missed oh and those ABC cookies you told me of- The day is yours to enjoy, dearest eastbay hardcore bith! Again, I repeat it for you - Happy Birthday! This is my goodbye until the next time I am to arrive and type some more words that speak of the nothing in my days. This is a permanent solution to a temporary problem... -_- Used up and jaded, you're thinking way too slow. So we're creating answers on our own. We can't relate to what you think you know and you create the problems that will never go away...