That's right! I'm actually for the first time that I can remember in at least two months, somewhat HAPPY! I have gotten the computer back, well not my computer yet because she still has to plug it back in but you know what I'm saying. I am actually able to get online on the downstairs computer without sneaking on. -jumps up and down and squeals- Oh, if only people knew how much I was missing this whole internet and typing motion and interaction with people on AIM. YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! -is slapped by Mr. Duckie- Ok, now that I have that under control..Hehehe. I was lying on the couch watching some movie with the guy that played Sparticus(I NEED to find out his name) but it was about this Oregon trail stuff and they just hanged someone because he killed this Indian boy and it was getting really interesting and my mom tells me that I can get online down here until she gets to plugging my computer back in and I just have to get off when she has to type her things in for her class well anyway, I was so frickin' excited that I jumped up, hugged her then hugged the sibs and ran up and down the steps 3 times at least actually smiling, something that hasn't happened in awhile either. Heh. I'm such a dork am I not? All that JUST for getting the computer back which I haven't had for a month or so now. Oh, I could hug almost anyone now..SOOOOO GREAT! Not only that, Johnny Depp will have his E! True Hollywood Story come on tomorrow night at 9 and I will be taping it so I can watch it OVER and OVER again and just be on the absolute high ever imaginable..Oh and the better half? I have a whole week off from school..won't be going back until NEXT Monday and then when we return..only 2 weeks of a normal day because then the last week before Winter break is all exams and those are going to suck just as much but who gives a damn I'm going to be rid of my math teacher, biology teacher and yearbook..-drops to knees- I don't like the over all attitude of this post but hell two great things have happened, well apart that I will be spending tomorrow doing chores and working on my Biology and Math projects but hell..a 100 on them both will at least get me to passing in Geometry and MAYBE an A in Biology. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA! Now can you NOT just be happy for the dork? Muahahaha..well here's this little quiz I got off the aweome cantbeperfect person's postie(I am going to make up my one name for ENTRIES. Heh. THAT'S THE WORD!) 1 MINUTE AGO: yelling at little brother.. 1 DAY AGO: waiting for school to end so I can be rid of the damn people around me for a whole frickin week. 1 WEEK AGO: watching POTC for 3 times and...staring at knives and razors...wanting to reach for them all.. 1 YEAR AGO: a freshman..the impact of life and everything about it starting to affect me.. I HURT: my self.. I LOVE: I obsess over three celebs..I love my stuffed duckies and cat.. I HATE: almost everyone at school..everything about school.. I FEAR: that no one cares.. I HOPE: Someone will miss me when I die.. I FEEL: like it's the end.. I LISTEN: to no one but my music..no matter what they say about it.. I HIDE: emotions, scars, everything from everyone I DRIVE: myself away from everyone I PLAY: in the fields of people's minds I MISS: what the meaning of friendship really meant, what it was before I grew up I LEARNED: that people suck just as much as the whores do I KNOW: that I'm an idiot, coward, and I run from anything that I don't want to see I WAIT: for death I NEED: someone to say the words I die to hear.. I THINK: of how stupid I was/am, how I have screwed up my life..how I will ever end it.. Current Clothes: Hrm? My 'Hug my duckie' pj bottoms and black tank top with the big rubber duckie on front and fishnet shirt under it and my usual bracelets, hair down because it will soon all be cut off and gone.. Current Mood: excitement/happiness slowly fading away.. Current Music: Fall Out Boy.. Current Taste: trail mix..that stuff is awesome! Can't beat M&M's though.. Current Hair: down..because as said upwards..I'm getting it all cut off this week and then redying it the dark red I had before. Current Annoyance: my little brothers..people on IM.. Current Smell: sweet pea body wash and spray..-just got shower- Current Thing I Should Be Doing: my projects.. Current Desktop Picture: On this computer it's some stupid beach but on MY computer when I get it plugged back in tomorrow it will be Captain Jack Sparrow. Current Favorite bands/singers: Heh. Want me to list them all? I don't think so.. Current Book: Queen of the Damned..if I can ever get back into it because it was highly boring compared to the first two.. Current Movie In VCR: In VCR? The Waterboy and in DVD player is either Benny and Joon or Interview with the Vampire, soon to be X2 when it comes out. Current Refreshment: Mountain Dew: Code Red Current Worry: Why would I need to worry about anything? There's nothing nor no one to worry over..