Numb...

Listening to: Radio..
Even though I can't stand Linkin Park much at all, no actually..THEY FUCKIN' SUCK AND REALLY NEED TO SHUT UP!!....BUT, their whole 'Numb' song is probably one of the better songs that I can actually tolerate by them just because the lyrics relates to me and someone else in my life almost perfectly so I have posted these lyrics in here just because I seriously need to get the song out of my head and they are very true to not only myself and many others, that and there's no one here to tell me not to..Again, I'm being yelled at to study again but fuck the whole damn studying on my own time shit.. I studied for 50 minutes in class today, asked all my questions and I will have an hour before the exam to study for Geometry and then after I finish my History exam early, which I'm sure I will, I will study for it then..and even in that hour before history as well since I don't think I need to study for his exam because the lowest test score I have ever made in there was a 91 so what the hell I'm doing I don't know but it should be fun..So I'm into the last three days of school and if I get through the rest of the 5 exams I shall be free of Mr. Metzger(Biology teacher) and my math teacher and everything..OH YESH! I made a 104/100 on my PROJECT!! Awesome right???? So I'm going to Nick's chorus concert right now and then going to 'study' which I think it will end up me studying Johnny Depp's face in POTC again, John and I are going to hold up signs that say 'Sing your heart out.' AND..'We love you Nick and Tony' in red and green so yesh, that's my plan for tonight, so much fun eh? Well anyway, I'm leaving you all now with the lyrics to this song..Oh yesh, and the quote of the day.. I'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithless lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me put under the pressure of walking in your shoes [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] every step that I take is another mistake to you [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] I've become so numb I can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you can't you see that you're smothering me holding too tightly afraid to lose control cause everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] every step that I take is another mistake to you [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] and every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Is everything what you want me to be I've become so numb I can't feel you there Is everything what you want me to be ...::...POTC Quote of the day...::... 'Think again, Miss Swann. Vile and dissolute creatures, the lot of them. I intend to see to it that any man who sails under a pirate flag or wears a pirate brand gets what he deserves- a short drop and a sudden stop.' Bwahaha! Yesh, I know the quote sucks but it's FUCKING HILARIOUS when he says that because I can't help but laugh at London accents sometimes..Well anyway..ADIOS TODOS!
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i agree those lyrics do seem to take on a personal note with everyone (me included) and it is a good song despite my bitter loathing for them..
[Anonymous]
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR DIARY!!!!!!!![behindthesehorns] HOW DID U DO ALL THAT ??? OMG JOHNNY DEPP IS SO HOTT!!!I HAVE THE MOVIE!!
[Anonymous]
omg ok i love your diary TOO MUCH to just sit herre and watch johnny depp pass me by. how do you make the pic your background?!?!
[Anonymous]
Johnny dept is so fucking sexy..i wanna marry him..but it seems he's already married 2 you Mrs. sparrow lol
[Anonymous]
baha i'm johnny depp-ized now=D i love johnny depp. omg omg omg. i bet i'm more obsessed than you are !!! ;-) lol mind if i add u to my friends list?
[Anonymous]
aaaaahhh i love ur pic above ur name [behindthesehorns] i'm adding you!!!
[Anonymous]
Oh man oh man. I love your diary. I knew it had to do sum fin with pirates of CB when i read the first pop up.
[Anonymous]
stupid bitch linkin park is awesome. go find some good taste in music then die!
[Anonymous]
Yeah, you stupid bitch. Get some taste, you fucking whore. How dare you insult my favourite band!? I mean, I like them, so they must be fantastic! And everyone else who doesn't like them has to die! *roll eyes*
Just dripping with sarcasm...


I don't actually mind Linkin, every now and again. More than once every other month is too much.

I agree that "inuendo" is an extremely cool word. I think we should both use it a lot and spread the
[Anonymous]
coolness. That is, of course, why I want you in my hole. Obviously.
Yeah, I'm going to stop rambling on at you now.


One and a half days 'til school ends for two weeks! Wheee!

But then...there is Christmas. *dum dum dummmm*

xLu
[Anonymous]
haha i know i already left an entry in here like 5 times, but haha i just gotta say that i have your background pic (the one with his nose all scrunched up) lol doesnt he look hilarious??? now in the side pic he just looks sexy but in the background i was like "haha!" omg i swear i think about Captain Jack Sparrow CONSTANTLY!!! i wish he wasnt to damn HOT!!!!!
[Anonymous]
i took that quiz for "which johnny depp are you" i got hte same one u did [behindthesehorns]
[Anonymous]
you know whats good? grilled cheese sandwiches.. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

{girl}
[Anonymous]
Hey!!
When i said our religion,i meant like my parents,and mootzie's and everyone else.And when i mean my family in my new entry it's like my dad and stuff,becuz their made blind and ignorant by the religion.

*~~Marisa~~*(lol remember this) aka Jo
[Anonymous]
wow obsessive...lol
not that thats a bad thing
[Anonymous]