here is that update that i promised.. me and mike arent that great..he has been an ASSHOLE lately.hmm..to make a long story short, he told me we were never going out..yet he tells my friend evonne that we were..(confusing i know) and he said he doesnt like me in that way..that were just "friends" and hopefully "always will be" but w/e..i think hes using me to get stuff..and i told him that he was and he was like "alisha if i was using you to get stuff i would be gone by now" and i was like "no thats not true because you barley got shit from me" and i dunno..later that night (this happened last nite) he came over..we walked around..and he just totally flirted with me..he would smack my ass and grab it and shit..and it bugged me because earlier he said we were just "friends" ughh! and then we were both sitting on a wall thing and he was like "i can totally see me marrying you..and i really want to spend the rest of my life with you..and the reason why i dont want to ask you out is because i dont want to have to deal with that awkward shit and feeling uncomfortable/weird around you when we are"..i dunno..it made sense but he was like "our friendship can lead to one another in the future..like when were out of high school" BUT HERE IS THE THING I DONT GET..does this mean that i can go out with other guys and not have it bother him?..ugh guys are so confusing..i dont get it.someone help me with this one.. so..camille moved to arizona..we threw her a going away party but she just basically ingored all her friends from camarillo..go figure. this weekend is backwards yay! i cant wait..im going with summer..me,her,steven and melissa..it will be fun..my dress is REALLY pretty.i love it..and then after the dance we will all stay the nite at melissas and the next day pick up kirsten and me,kirsten,summer and melissa will go to disneyland..magic mountain? it will be funnn! alright well im gonna go for now..byyyye! xoxo