the more travis neglects me, the more i think about the past. RODNEY. i've even thought about caleb.even someone that will not be mentioned.sime this is horrible. =[ fsjfhsjkhfjksdhkjfhsjkf i hate my brother. dylan. he is so fucked up. blaming our parents divorce on my mom, and then making her cry..and...i don't know. it's just so stupid. i hate him for what he has done to my mom. he is a selfish person and doesn't deserve anything in life right now. fuccck. today is gene's birthday. happy birthday. wende might move out here, yay< 3 i went to santa monica on the 25th to go see jenn.♥ that was definitly one amazing day. basically, proving everyone wrong who thought our friendship was a waste of time and stupid. yeah, FUCK YOU. i want christmas break to be here already. i don't want to go back to school tomorrow. =[