i haven't written in this thing in a long long time. sad. :( anyways, how is everyone? i'm thinking about dedicating myself back to this <3 i have a lot to say. and using this might help me vent. things are different in a lot of places in my life now. i'm doing great at my job, got a raise and now i'm a shift leader. :) shit happened with my sister though, definitly not good. and now i'm diagnosed with depression and i'm taking anti- depressants. i guess thats how you could explain my past behavior. i'm doing OKAY in school, they are about to put me on an IEP plan because of my depression and shit, weird? i miss a lot of my friends, i barley have any now. my only friend now is probably robb.