Listening to: unwritten law- rest of my life
Feeling: betrayed
have you guys ever thought you totally had it going with an AMAZING* guy ? and then out of nowhere, he just-- eh, forget it. maybe i'm just a sucker for assholes. and come to think of it, thats all i fall for. WHY? their sweet and perfect in the beginning, and then the end, it's so opposite. =( maybe i should just let it go...HE doesn't even think it will work out anyways..so why should I have to put all this effort into it, when he won't. maybe i'm just a stupid emo kid who likes to cry about everything. ugggggh.
tonight is kelsey's party. I might not go, and instead i might stay the night at Desiree's house? That's if me and Desiree have calmed down before the whole party starts. dumb drama. LAMEE!.
besides that, today was a pretty good day i guess. it wasn't bad, but it wasn't that great either. i had this one thing on my mind, and i just couldn't shake it off.
today is the first day in the past two weeks that i haven't ditched. YESSSSS♥ proud ? YOU SHOULD BE.
♥
Say you won't leave for the rest of my life
it's you that i want and if you can't see it then i don't know what else i can do to prove to u
thats all i can say. it's in you court now
i loooove you!
hell yeah we're gonna kick discriminating people's asses! kill em all! slowly and painfully! grar!
well, im hoping that new pope dies off in like, 6 months or less, like that other pope who died in 6 months.
maybe im just wierd
very proud♥
you arent the only sucker for assholes.
im with you on that one.
GAH, i love you.