insomnia

by surfnaked43
i hate not being able to go to sleep, it really bothers me. : ( BOO. i hate being alone. everything is repeating itself and there is no excuse for anything. i hateeee hate hate being by myself. nothing feels right anymore, and i wish i knew when it all started to feel like this because then maybe i could make it stop. this is why im in such a big rush to grow up. im so selfish.
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so my entry was about lame shit with mike, but it's okay. and i can't wait til you're all mine ! ♥

uhm life requires you to be selfish, and that's the way it should be. you live your life for yourself and no one else. i'm sorry things are repetative and i hope they change for the better.

just wait until we can talk about all of this for real. i feel like it will take the whole nine days you're out here. but i won't mind :)
LOVE YOU!
OMG I've missed you and all of my other SitD friends sooo much! Sadly, Myspace and LJ have been holding me captive for the past year but I promise nothing will ever take me away from you people again. =)

That sucks about your Mom taking the gas pump with her. You always see that kind of thing in the movies but I've never actually heard of it happening in real life, so that's great.

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I'm in need of a serious update.
im going to try to keep up with this thing dear. how have you been?