Family isn't suppose to go behind your back. their just not. You know i like him a lot, yet why do you deny that you don't and then go after him? You tell me you will never talk to him again, but i don't care if you talk to him..I just care that you always flirt with him adn then you deny that you don't like him..!! you call him everyday, you serisouly cannot go one day without talking about him or TO him. how stupid you are. Now he's falling for you, and you know i like him a lot..yet you still continue to do the same thing. what teh hell is wrong with you? Do you want me to do that to Stephan for you? because i fucking will to make you feel like shit. which is what you are. effff youuuuu. Okay so besides that, i went to church today. pretty good i guess. I woke up around 9:30 and since i had a presidency meeting at 12, sister bell came and picked me and Shaynee up around 11:50, haha uh.. a little late? anyways, we got there around 12:10 and had our presidency meeting, then went to sacrament. wow that day went by soooo sloooowww..i really hate saying this, but i hate when i have to sit there and listen to old people talk for the LONGEST time about the most boring things. ugh, thats when i hate being at church. THEEEENNN finally once all that was done, i went to sunday school of coarse, adn then young womens :) yay. fun stuff, and then after church was over i went over to Sister Bell's (( Julie and Lorries mom )) and then we had dinner..TACOS! mmm! and then me, Julie and Shaynee went upstairs to play pool.which i dominated in, ha yea right. After Julie of coarse =) We ended up going home around 7:30..and then after we got home Shaynee and i went over to Stacy's, and even though i'm not watching her dog zip, my mom made me go over there with her so no "weirdo" would take her? how dumb. Finally i got home around 9:00 and now i'm online. Then HE instant messages me and tells me that i'm going over to his house tomorrow..." Oh, and kristina is coming over too.... " GRRRR. mother fucker. fuck you kristina, your suppose to be my family. I'm not going over there, i won't. High school definitly changes people. Even the most amazing person you thought would never change, or hate you. i have learned alot over the years through fake smiles and unseen tears - friends sometimes arent f o r e v e r that love doesnt always l a s t, happy memories stayy with you- those moments go by last, so enjoy the good things that go on now cause the good shit never l a s t s so true. Everyone has a myspace now, it's the new world trend. Even though i hate it. Everyone is now offically a myspace whore, well to the people that have it and use it constantly. My friends from Ventura and i have drifted apart. FUCK CAMARILLO. fuck moving. i hate this whole thing. I know i would be so much happier if i had never moved..When i'm older, and a parent, i will never make my kid move to a different city, how effed up. Ok so thats it for now.byyyee