i need to wake up and realize this.
10 weeks i think, and i'm scared shitless. espically at night.
i hate everybody and everything, basically.
no matter how hard i try i can't be happy.
i'm fucking trying.
sigh, I'm going through depressed swings too. and re. to your comment on my random dream post, I try not to assume dreams have meanings too much, but there was this stage when i was about 15-16 where I had dream visions in black and white? So aaah. Confusion. Merry christmas and hope you feel less annoyed soon *hugs