like mother like daughter

by surfnaked43
i feel like i'm turning into her in a way, IN A WAY. and i dont like that at all, i hate the person she is. judgemental adn materialistic. i just found out yesterday that she hates robb, WHY? over the DUMBEST REASONS. her and gene both do, i fucking hate them sometimes. i have to pretend that i'm okay with my mother though because if i dont, all hell comes to bite me in the ass. when i listen to music i feel stronger as a person sometiems, i love how music can make someone feel about themselves. i got my report card, 2 A's and 4 B's. the BEST i've gotten since like 5th grade. < 333 its hanging on the refrigerator in case you didn't know. & i got an academic scholastic award at school yesterday. it was exciting. < 3 marissa and i are talking again, its crazy.. i really miss her sometimes. but i hate all the times she has been mean and screwed me over. i miss jenn most though, WHERE ARE YOU? oh yeah, at prom. =) if i win that 5 grand tomorrow night at the after prom, then im SOO moving out.
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i kno that my mom has said several times she doesn't like mike or people i've hung out with, but most of the time it's just her reaction to something that happened. there's got to be something she likes about him because you cannot fully hate a person.

music is kind of my only escapes with some things, so i completely understand that. i love what it does to you, well only certain bands/songs.

be careful with that marissa situation please.
don't let her take advantage of you and all of the wonderful things you have to offer :) i don't remember exactly what happened with her, i just kno it was shady and i think she ditched you a lot right? and that's lame. i wouldn't ditch you. although i do still have to work while you're here :( speaking of work, we need to have an update session because i have lots to update you about and i'm sure you have just as much to tell me about :)
oh yeah i forgot to say that sometimes i feel like i'm a lot similar to my mom including the parts i don't like. but you can fix it, and control whether youend up like her or not. i love you to forever and ever elisha ♥ :):):)