& now i've learned that i am worth SO much more than that. i know what i'm worth and i expect to be treated that way. so good things do come out of bad situations.
but yeahh.. thank you so much for reading allll that -haha. you ARE a dedicated friend and i LOVE you x3

Corpse Bride was awesome. And so is my Depp pillow. haha, I get to sleep on his head every night=)

Let's carry out our plan sooooon! I don't know about you, but i'm totally ready to see Bush dressed like a lady and making him do whatever we say.

♥ Carrie

time for an update??

ahhh elisha
i saw on the news the other day this thing about ventura counties having crazy wildfires or something..& i thought of you.. cuz you said you live around there?
i hope everythings alright with you & your family & friends...loove u :

ahhh i miss you too! ever since school started its been: wake up. go to school. go to field hockey. come home. shower. eat dinner. do homework. go to sleep. haha over & over & i have no time for ANYTHING & ugh its horrible. i think im going to update today haha even though i dont remember anything thats happened in the past 2 weeks.
OH! did i tell you? im going to new mexico next summer for my cousins wedding.
is that close to california?? :)

If I was to swim across the ocean, I'd need a LOT of energy. Plus something to stop myself from getting eaten by a shark, or something like that.

And I don't have the money to fly.
Sowwy.




Must talk to you properly, soon. In a way that no-one can read it but us.

no one will ever replace gerard though, lol. (i have many husbands)

aww, now you made me crave hot chocolate and cuddling...feel like helping me out with this? lol ;)

♥

yesss indeed you DO need to go see corpse bride. dont make me come to...wherever you live and kidnap you and force you into the movie theatre with me ;) lol.

dude, i love daphne loves derby! hopeless love is a kick ass song ♥

haha yes! im glad someones ok with my emo-ness, lol.

my new husband is the singer for motion city soundtrack. im not really sure why, but i think hes totally adorable.

ha, im on right now. its sunday. you should be on. tell that girl to get on or ill break her neck =p. gosh, never on, thats sad!

interesting..

ever forget the hurt? no. and will i ever be able to fully trust a guy again? i really dont know. your right about him leaving on mark on my life forever. thats completely true. but sometimes its good to have a permanant mark so you're aware of stuff and dont believe a bunch of lies. i'm more cautious now, but sometimes thats a good thing. and now i know that i can make it through hard times & tough times mold me into a stonger, better person.

thank you soo muchhh x33 ilu too =] && everything you said is completely true. but i try to look at everything that happened in a positive way. like, i am who i am today because of what happened. i wouldnt be as strong now if it werent for mistake. he taught me alot of things. i just wish sometimes i didnt have to learn the hard way..ya know. and i'm getting better on realizing that it really wasnt my fault and i shouldnt feel guilty. but will i

What's happening tonight?



I've added you on AIM.
My AIM, YIM(yahoo instant messenger) and MSN messenger addresses are in an earlier entry.




You suggested I come and see you, so we won't be as bored, but I can't, cause we live in different countries:(

that would suck...

but yes lets all go to elishas and hang...


you know who wrote that song?
do you eFFING KNOW
the same person who i am supposed to be watching play guitar wiht his band and reminisce about his wonderful photography negative two and a half hours ago...


DAVY

but im not

whats tonight?

corpse bride was awesome.

a bit depressing though, i must say :(

yeah, the weird mood would be my emo-ness, lol. i do that sometimes. but emo-ness is ok, right? lol

ilu more ♥ lol

um not much.. but last night i did a crap loada stuff.. read the entry below this one to see what i did

lol i dunno.. i got nothing

right on..