Okay so soccer try outs started monday, and there are so many CLUB girls trying out. EWWW! i haaateee it, i now know that i won't make it. Me and Carly are trying out together and we just know we won't make it because these girls have been in Eagles for such a long time. Damnit, i knew i should have stayed in Eagles.=( Hm, so now i'm extremly sore from the practices. funnn, nooot.. I know that i won't make the team, so when my mom finds that out, she is going to be really pissed off..I hate the fact that i can never make her proud, i hate that i always dissapoint her, or make her mad.I hate seeing that look on her face.."yOu cOuLd haVE dOnE beTter.." greaaat I babysat last weekend on Saturday, and i told Crystal and Mike ((the kids parents)) that i had to be home at a decent time because i need enough sleep so i can go to church tomorrow. So they tell me that they will be home BY 9:00..perfect time, fine with me..but did they come home at nine like planned? no..they come home at 3:15 AM those jerks. i was SO pissed off, and when they got home..Mike goes "your still here?" and i was just like "uhh YEAH" and he goes "why?" and i'm like thinking to myself, wtf is wrong with you? you want me to leave your 7 month old baby home alone sleeping upstairs? yeah, asshole i don't think so. Whatever though, they needed me this whole week..and i never picked up my cell phone or called them back because i'm too pissed off at them. I mean, why be a dick to me about it? yeah, eff you jerks..see if i babysit for YOU again! mwahahah! :) My mom is bringing home a Pizza, yay? i don't know, i'm still pretty pissed off that i can never measure up to what she wants me to be..eww too much thinking..haha okk im ouuut, thanks for the comments..laaateeeee..!!