fucking slut

by surfnaked43
Listening to: yellowcard
Feeling: angry
today my friend i/ms me.."ryan and i are back together and we did IT" and im like "ok..lauren..tell me what IT is.." and shee goes "we had SEX" and im like what the hell why! and she says shes planning parent hood adn shes gonna be taking birth control now..haha wtf come on now its a little too late..jesus..why would you lose your virginity at this age?? she is trying to be the biggest stoner and now a slut.god its like shes totally throwing away her life because shes "too cool" for school and everything else.ugh it pisses me off.. my sister is getting me sick..greaaatt..i have the most attractive cough now today i mite go over to alexas and we can go surfing!!=) i havent seen that kid in awhile..i love you alexa! latee
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hahahaha! i like the tip over porta potties one!!! *evil laugh* i'm really looking forward to this!!! oh yea! we have an island!! but i don't think the waves are big enough to surf
[Anonymous]
do you have email or something because i really wanna show you how AMAZINGLY PRETTY he is : ) even though hell never admit that. he still looks good in the worst possible pictuer : ))) haha

jenn with no nicknamee : )
[Anonymous]
not usually, but his other friends ditched him on our beynd awesome snow day so my friend adam was over and he has his lisence so we went over and hung out at his house while he made a firework : ) and then we hung out in the snow at my house : )))) and affter school we hang out sometimes : )

noobody? wow! you non-pimpetter : ) haha

jenn w/ no nickname...YET! haha
[Anonymous]
SENT! weeeeeeee!!!!

later jenn w/ no nicknamee : )
[Anonymous]
hey muneca! :D .... yea sitdiary must be planning something lol... your friend is making lots of wrong choices, hopefully she won't realize too late. GAH! i wish i new how to swim and surf! GAH!
[Anonymous]
seeee hes soo pretty : ) he was only drooling because he stuck his face in the snow? lol i duno why : )

nah nothing happened, EXCEPT!!! we all locked ourselves out, so mike went to the side of the house and jumped the fence bc we left the front door open and so i jumped over but i was about to fall on my face, so he reached for me and i put my arms around him and he caught me : ))))) ahhhh!! i was like...plesae let this moment last forever : )
[Anonymous]
but it didnt last forever : ( but hey! it was like a WHOLE 5 SECONDS!! haha

hes really awesome, and hes got the best personalty in the world and hes got emotions too : ) so obviously he wouldnt say something and not mean it. he was telling me stuff last nite bc he was really sad, and when he had to go hes like im happy now and i was like YAYY!!! and then hes like bc you listened to me and now im happy : ) then his away message said.....
[Anonymous]
'if i died...id die happy'

i was soo happy for him, bc ten mintures be4 that, it seemed like he woundt be happy for awhile, and i reallyy wanted him to be happy, even if it was about his ex that was his best friend and how much he misses her and still cares about her but she is a jerk too him. and he was happy and i was really happy : ) when he told me how he still felt nd how he was crying, i was about to cry for him : ( i felt so baddd
[Anonymous]
but now hes better : ) lol but i still hope that girl figures out what shes missing soon...shes missing a lot, lol

ahh! whyd i just write that all? well uhh i hope you enjoyed my story about our convo last nite lol : ) haha

later jenn w/ no name yet : )))
[Anonymous]
haha your gonna SCREAMMM!!!!! lol

later jenn with no nickname yet! : )

i have to go, im not allowed on at 11 ? haha my dad is weirrrdd and my mom jsut know nothing about computers : ) haha
[Anonymous]
lol... ahh!!! i really want to go!! don't tempt me cuz i will!... you know, i have family in cali! they live around merced i think. you know where that's at in cali?
[Anonymous]
lol i knew it was gonna be a small place! at least you know kinda where it's at! a lot of ppl don't know.

and i'll just go visit you and then you can gimme a tour! how about that eh?!?! then we can live to the fullest! mwahahaha!
[Anonymous]
hehe... oh yes yes yes we do! but first i need to have swimming lessons, we don't want me drowning! then once i learned we can go shopping for a surf board! weeeeee! and and and and i dunno! lol
[Anonymous]
i know its crazyness! and guess what my horoscope for today was? i just found it and put it on my diary. but here it is:
You've got a rare second chance, Gemmy. Count your blessings, because you'll definitely have a better shot this time around. Toss all your gloomy, despairing thoughts out the window!
[Anonymous]
name...lol too long AGAIN! danggg : )

NOOOO DRAMAAAAA : ))) weeeeeeee!!!!

were too cool for drama : )))

jenn with no nickname
[Anonymous]
Hurley = best brand in the world. Surfing. wish I could. Never tried. Kinda sucks not living next to the ocean :(.. but uh. You sound pretty cool :).and Sex that young is crazy. Everythings changing. It use to be like "oh she's Pregnent... or.. OH! she did what!?" and now its like" oh, she's pregnant? what else is new? or "she did it? who hasnt?" ahh well where i live it is. Heh. Well Hope to talk to you later. nice diary. [jess]
[Anonymous]
I admire your wisdom.
[Anonymous]
yah uhh ive liked him ever since * band camp * this summer lol it was like the end of august. but i didnt really actually like him i was just like WOAH!! that kid is beautiful!! then like one day at lunch his best friend mark came to me and my friends and my fredn joe cool was like jenn wants mike and i was like ahhh! because i dint know either of them. then after school i saw mark and i was like dont say anything! and hes lke its ok shhh...lol
[Anonymous]
and then i was like yay! maybe he wont say anything, which he never ever did. then we just started talking after that, like a loott!! and people thought we were going out and he has a g/f soo things changed after that, but were getting the connection back, slowyly, but its comming. then yahh i just stared talking to mike one day and that nite he vented to me or w/e and then i got to know him and was like ew! why did i judge him bc hes so pretty?
[Anonymous]
so yahh now we talk aaa lllooottt! haha and its mostlyy in the early morning, late night. and im happy bc he trusts me, bc he tells me like everythign : ) and i help him with hims homework even though he is a junior and third rank in his class! hahah but hess soo aweosme! yahhh sorry i coudl talk about him forever!!! but i wont : ) lol

later jenn with no nickname..YET!!! haha
[Anonymous]
OMG!.. i cant believe that. shes gonna regret that she ever did that no matter what she thinks now. in the end she'll wish she'd never done all that crap.
- sarah

*this is my new diary.. it used to be [xosouthernbaby21ox] ttyl!
[Anonymous]
JERKFACEE!!! good morning : ) lol

weeeee! i made 17 comments!!!! well now 18 hahha that was funnn : )

later jenn with no nickname yet!
[Anonymous]
ugh. ur rite...itd kinda be funni if she DID get pregnant...heh..just so she could realize how wrong that was...
[Anonymous]
haha. If anything else weird happens, I'll let ya know! :)
~Janet
[Anonymous]
50 COMMENTS?!?!?!?!
NOT FAIR!!!! lol
dude- i'll never be able to beat you!! ::SIgh::
anyways, it doesn't matter if its legal- i'll stick up for you lol
lex
[Anonymous]
ewww she has changed
i haven't even gone that far
mlaj
nasty
ryan;sdljds
eww
sucks for her
is she pregnant??
[Anonymous]
hey sexy! i'm sorry i didn't respond last night. i fell asleep while i was still online lol. i can't stay up as late as i used to *sniff*... wow you have so many comments!... and the wavez in our island are not that big. *i think*.... we need big waves! mwahaha!
[Anonymous]
Thank you for the comment in my diary:)Your diary looks really awesome too...I love the ocean.
thanks. i dunno why i keep going back to these guys that are obviously players. maybe im just attracted to that? damn, i hope not. haha but thanks i hope it works out too!
[Anonymous]
ha i still carry the hope that one day ill meet someone whos not a player and im still interested in. i cant give up on guys. thats just too...final? yeah, maybe thats it. lol
[Anonymous]
sure! ill add you to mine too. =) thanks i need all the luck i can get.
[Anonymous]
I can't believe your friend would do that! It's so stupid- throwing her life away like that! That child will grow up fatherless!!!
Yup- 14 and a HALF yall! I'm getting used to it now lol.
Because my mom takes this back medicine and my dad is a doctor, he could say that she's drug dependant and abuses them even though she doesn't.
I can't believe this- my life is going down the drain. My entire future isn't in my hands anymore and it scares me
[Anonymous]
Man that is stupid especially since she just got back together with the dude...I have a very attractive cough also haha
[Anonymous]
hey gurl - I can't believe this girl is having sex. She is 14 also right?! geesh. Everyone thinks they are mature nowadays. That I don't agree with at all! sheesh.
Have a fantabulous weekend hon!
~janet
[Anonymous]
damn she does drugs to poor, her baby
[Anonymous]
she seems like a slut, i mean you don't have sex with someone, and run around and tell everyone, unless you want them to think you are a slut.
she was laughing? if that was me i would have been crying, and worried as fuck, b/c i could have aids, std or be pregnant. gerr. some people are so messed up. i'm a fast replyier. hehe
have fun surfing...and sorry about your friend...people like me deserve to die
[Anonymous]
its ok, im juss in a weird mood...to be expected when pregnant...but i hope ur friend comes to her senses....sex isnt worth it....i wish i woulda waited..now look..my life is changing....forever...juss help her realize that shes sooo young and has her whole life to do things and have sex, dont ruin it now..and tell her to save her body for some1 she truly loves..
[Anonymous]
yea, tell her..and help her realize it somehow..and i dont know what im gunna say, he kinda knows..but still..its just the taking it in part thats gunna be hard, i still cant believe it! its been 2 hours of dwelling on this and the rest of my life to deal with it...so i dunno..it'll work out perfectly..i know he wont deny the baby nd will be by my side the whole time and hopefully forever...take care and thanks 4 askin
[Anonymous]
yeah, sex at 14 is not a great idea. why have sex so early? for gods sake, theres enough time to fuck up life with sex...haha. but at least you know that.
[Anonymous]
hehe, thanks...i like urs too..i like the left picture, i wish i could do that, but i cant with this gut..lol..so how u chillen lately?
[Anonymous]
I live in Ohio...no oceans around here...just a hell of a lot of snow!!
grah i would get mad at that girrlll...this ones different lol
girls (baddd influence lol)-the slut,hoe,whore,get all attention,do anything for a guy,and all that kinda crap they like?
girls (uss weee! good girls)-doesnt watch...eat popcorn,doesnt have the 'slut' image,and stuff like that lol

the top ex. of girls bother me to nooo end! haha

school...bleh almost fell asleep. you stink. no school?

nickname? weeeee! i love nicknames
jenn
[Anonymous]
It's not snowin too bad where I'm at...just a little bit...the snow is pretty but it interferes with a lot. I can't go out and do anything because the roads are bad. I can't wait till summer gets here when I can just slip on my flip flops and get some sun! lol.
what a hoe, i wouldn't throw my whole life away by having sex with a guy.
i mean if she got pregnant or sumthing,
there would be her life..

that was a slow reply. hehe
woah! i just fitted that all in like one comment.

thanks! i love the top picture : ) adam brody...soo pretttyy : ))) youll be seeing more...MUCH MUCH more of him as soon the stupid journal desides to upload the pretty pictures : )

lol later. jenn

i have nicknames, like jenn green and jenn the jerk greenface candypants rkl who is a man! (haha i love the kid that gave me that xtremelyy long name!)
[Anonymous]
haha no i am not sam i am...haha uhh whered that come from? lol

weeeee!-not a good nickname lol

im bad at making up nicknames : ) REALLY bad lol

weeee! GO ANTI-DRAMA CHICKSS!!! and yes, of course eveerybody wants to be our friend!! why wouldnt they?

they cant resist! haha

bye jerkface : ) lol i wanted to write that bc thats my favorite wordd!!

later. jenn with no nickname yet : )
[Anonymous]
ewww are you talking about lauren skar? she is so gross eww, sorry things didnt work out today, but tomorrow we can go, hopefully! okay talk to you later!
i'm replying fast.. well let me restate that, i come here fast to reply, but when i write the reply, i take my time, to make sure it's the perfect reply.
haha jenn with no nickname : )

thanks. i love it too : ) the oc ahhh i love that showw!!!! adam brody...oh so beautiful : ) i dont really know if the colors look good though with the background and if the lieelt pictures go together : i dunno lol

pimpin...hmm nobody : ) what about youuu? lol but i do like somebody very much a lot, i write about him a lot * mike * gotta finish on another comment lol : )
[Anonymous]
you reply supper dupperly fast.
your reply was much more closer to perfect then mine.
hes pretty too i wana send you a link to his pic but i dont want people to go to it because he would get mad at me bc he hates that picture bc hes drooling : ) it was pretty drool though i took the pictue, bc he was at my house hanging out in the snow, or acutally my pool cover bc it was ALL ice : ) and with my two other friends adam and court after he made a FIREWORK for us at his house : ) hes such a dork : ) just like mee

jenn w/ no no nick
[Anonymous]