nothing ever really seems to go my way, but im sure the more i think of that the more nothing will go my way.. this is supposed to be working out, everything is. and nothing seems to be. i work way too much, at least it feels like it. i really need to go to the doctor about my hands and arms and fingers, etc. i reallllllyyy dont want to go to school tomorrow, today was so fucking stupid. i hate substitutes. and others. its amazing how negative i get without my best friend. :( i need sleep i wont complain anymore. today was just a bad day. sleep sounds so good right now, it always does. i wish i got more of it. this weekend is going to suck. alright, im definitly going to sleep. the more i think about it the more my eyes keep closing.