can't explain this

by surfnaked43
Listening to: kelly clarkson
Feeling: alone
sdlkhfsdfkjs,dsnkjshdkfjhsdfjksdufjoisednf9iu734r7yhwiefnjsdatfg9q8wjfksdhjfksd. thats what i feel right now. can't explain it. i hate my life. friendships you thought would never die..crumble right in front of your face. the guy you thought wouldn't hurt you like he PROMISED, seems to blow you off like nothing to it. parents refuse to talk to you because you can't live up to their expectations. your NOT perfect. you arent the A and B student they want. crying, thats all i seem to do now.
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"friendships you thought would never die..crumble right in front of your face"
Man, I hate when that happens. And that's when nothing else bad is happening in my life.

lol, it took me 12 hours to write that entry. Don't feel bad that I beat you =P



Seriously...12 stinkin' hours.
lol, yeah, it's really hard to write a long entry and not start to spill your guts.
Write about politics. You can rant on for thousands of words about politics. =)

And yeah, I know 12 hours is a lot, but I've got lots of time on my hands =P
I know exactly what you're saying. My best friend just brought to my attention the fact that she wants to end our 5+ year friendship over the fact that we are 2 different people.

As for the guy situation, I can't tell you how many times shit hasn't worked out in my favor.

Don't cry, every single one of life's misfortunes bring us into better situations. Hang in there.

I'll take a pic of the belt when it gets here!

♥Dizzle
IT'S OKAY VATO!
WE CAN HAVE CRYING COMPS AND SEE WHO CRIES THE MOST, MEEE CAUSE I WILL CRY TO SEE YOU CRY AND I AM GAY,
BYE.
[Anonymous]
I've been doing a lot of crying, thinkins, etc. lately too. Life seems to bring more downs than ups sometimes. I hate when boys say they won't hurt you, etc. you know it will be a lie in the end. Some promises people just shouldn't make to one another, because I think that's where the bad times start to roll in. Its like you have flicked on the switch to start an 5.3 on the richter scale, if that makes sense.

~janet
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