Carly: you are SO gorgeous and pretty elisha!!! yay that made my dayy =) I went christmas shopping today, saw Catie at the mall..but i think that she's mad at me, so i didn't say hi.. i hate going to the malls when their croweded, shopping is such a pain. And so is wrapping presents, i can't wrap presents to save my life how sad. After christmas shopping we went to a bathing suit store to get a new bathing suit. WELL, my mom and i had a HUUGE fight during the whole thing. I HATE how she puts me down because of how big my chest is, i can never find the right bathing suit because of it, and i hate it. And i guess my mom thinks i'll 'learn something' if she puts me down by it. bitch. fuck her. I close my eyes, i try to sleep i can't forget you i miSS him, and e v e r y t h i n g about him. i can't think straight now that he's gone. in a moment its gone. everything that you love disappears hold everything close cause you may outlast it. memories are all that remain of the way that it was. watch it all go by cause its ALL that you can do, everything changes so f.a.s.t. -the juliana theory-