jeeeez, talk about not updating for awhile =( sorry guys.. alright, so yesterday my cousin Kristina i/med me and was like " Elisha, whats wrong? i know something is wrong with you..your changing sooo much..please tell me so i can help you with it..because i don't want you to end up how i did " i think thats when it really hit me..i AM changing. I haven't been to my second period class all week because of my ditching. On Friday, my friend Steve got out of first period early because he didn't want to be there all day..and then i asked him to get me out of my second period, which he didn't do because the attendance office wasn't picking up. So instead he got me an off campus pass so it would be an easy ditch. Then after second period was nutrition, and after nutrition ended..Me and Steve walked right off campus. Then Candice called me and asked me to get her out of class so she could hang out with us. I called the attendance office posing as Candice's mom..then i told her that her GRANDMA DIED and that i needed to get her out of class so i could take her to the hospital. Finally Candice got out, but by the time she got out, FOURTH PERIOD was starting..and i REALLY needed to go to that class so i could do a presentation that is like 10% of my fucking grade. And um, well, i didn't go because i'm a fucking loooser. And so we all ended up walking to Jack in the box..got food there, hung out there for about an hour and by that time it was like 12? so we decided to walk to Steve's house and me and Candice DESTROYED his room. And we decided to leave because his house was really boring and he was pissing us off being a dick..and because we locked him out of his room..we went out by crawling out his window..but i tripped over myself being REALLY SMART and as i was falling out the window, i tryed grabbing the railing by his window but i ended up scratching my whole hand and legs when i fell out his window..yah, SECOND FUCKING STORY. I'm alright, I landed on a car. Almost landed on Candice, hahahah♥ But yah, it was basically a fucking BUST going there. I had in house suspension, and it was actually really funn. I didn't know anybody in there..but Tiffany ended up calling me and i just talked to her the whole time.. Mr. Flynn doesn't think an In house suspension is a GOOD ENOUGH PUNISHMENT for what i did ? So now i have Saturday school NEXT SATURDAY ! ugh, he's so stupid. But back to what i was talking about, it's kinda scary how i'm changing. I am a D and F student..and i'm ditching. I serisouly couldn't be any more stupider. And i'm only doing this because i'm sad about a bunch of shit, and it's getting to me.. =( AANYYWAAYYSSS.. school is out in TWO MONTHS. Then i will be a lifeguard for the summer, MAYBE. i'm signing up for soccer again, yay ?