well yesterday my computer was being a total ass i tried to write in it and then i got kicked out of the site!!! so ill give an update on yesterday and today so yesterday wasnt that all good. i got in pretty bad fight with my mom..yelling of course ..but i did something i've never done b/4 1.made her cry 2.for once got along after the fight 3.understood her it was bad tho. she started saying how i dont care bout which i said also and then she said stuff bout her mom dieing when my mom was young. and she was saying all she ever dreamed of and it never happened. and i was yelling b/c things didnt go my way..so she was making a point that thing never turn out exactly wat u want it to be. but now im making my relationships better and im breaking the ones that are bringing me down. no more taking things for granted. ok update on today.... today was good. we did nothing cus we had 2 hour delay. and lunch not so good.i go annoyed..really annoyed. carol and i ...we're talking and thats it. i wish it was better. she acts better than me all the time and does this damn ghetto talk shit which she says its just funny but i hate it. i dunno..she acts snobby and does this thing that with her mouth that implies it. god. i dunno. but yea i was with my friend josh and hes cool and makes me laugh. so then i wasnt so upset after all. i bought him blistex b/c well i smashed his old chapstick on the lunch table as a joke and he got this sour on his lips cus he had no chapstick so i felt bad.lol but hes cute..sooo hmmmmm...well...save it for later. ta-ta