well today i got up at 7 even though i was suppose to get up at 6! lol. i was on late with charles on the phone last night. so i over slept. but i just decided ill stay up as late as i can because i havent talked to him much at all. So, yea, i had a half an hour to get ready before carin came to pick me up for longwood gardens. but i made it! it was so damn hot today. but i had fun. And after we came home we hung out at her house and were going to go to the park but 'someone' was there that i probably just shouln't speak to. Im not trying to be immature or anything. It's just the way it should be consuming the circumstances.Then Nelson came over and we washed his car and then he took me home. Then Mom and i had to go to Walmart. yay! and now im here. Charles called me but he couldnt talk. again. because he was going fishing and he wouldnt have service. im not mad, just really really upset. i miss him alot. more than i thought. not to be mean. but i thought i could handle this easier than i am. He'll be back sooner than i know it, but i just miss hearing his voice. ok goodnight everyone. later