ha yea well...ppl still wont lay off melisa. leave the girl alone. she doesnt need ppl fucking up her ass all the time makeing up rumors. i swear to go im only goin got talk to a couple of ppl now..cus i jsut cant stand anyone anymore..especially girls. anti-social me is coming out i talked to that girl..we solved shit. but shes hypocrtical..she rubs it in melisa's face bout how she cheated on gav. but hell this girl does the fucken same thing...way more time than mel ever did. so shut the fuck up. lol. but besides that we are cool now.. forgive&forget is the new moto for the day...or hour..however long i want it too last. i decided bringing up the past makes more shit..so i live each day brand new..like nothing happened. but i still find it hard to be friends with some ppl..like ones who backstabbed me non stop and talk shit. so what i do is the *forget* that i was ever friends with them and*forgive* myself for falling in their traps! sounds like a plan carol and josh were having problems but everything is cool. things like that happen when other girls wont butt the fuck out. and i over him ... but i wish i could talk to him... but i cant... maybe.... sometime.... hmmm.... but hes always with her..and i want to talk to him alone... so i guess that'll be never *parden me while i go burst into flames*