today was my job shadow. and i loved it. it was the school nurse. yea you prob think well thats a stupid job. but it was a lot of fun.! so many different personalities, ages, things to do, to take care of. you get to work under yourself. you are your boss. it was great. really. well then i helped mom move back into her old trailor room to tteach. it took forever and wore me out. my back hurts badly. today was such a good day. i think it was b/c i wasnt in school. lol. i was talking to reggie and i just wanted to do a lil preaching. you are your biggest critic i was talking to reggie bout things. and just saying that i had to dress up today. looking different for once didnt change me. so ive accomplished my style of me. my way of looking. like im me now or so the way i look. i stil have some things to work on my personality. but i will always have something to work on. but dressing differently didnt change 'jess'. heh. w/e you think of yourself whether its good or bad its means the most cus you are the one who changes yourself. no one esle can. they can influence but not change you. you're the best employee for that job. so w/e you think of yourself matters. please dont mind what others think if it bothers you. take opinions but if you dont agree then just put it aside. take in the good that will help you make your decisions. never make a decision to quick though, you have plenty of time to choose whats good for you. just be true and go with your own flow. and you'll be you no matter how you look. you'll be beautiful b/c you are who you want to be and not want the others think you are or want you to be. so keep that in mind. anyways im in a good mood. and i want to talk to charles. well i have some research to do on Dr. Mengele ( the doctor at the death camp Auschwitz) so ill see ya later. im here now im gone! TAH-DAH!