wow. seriously can anymore answer that question i asked in my title? just bout a 10 minutes ago. i got a bad feeling..well my brother scared the shit out of me but somehow i couldnt calm myself. then my uncle dave called. the first thing that came to my head was pappy died. but no, a women was hit by a tractor trailer and her car slammed right into my uncle's car and totaled it. but my uncle dave is fine. Whew. wow thats luck, or god, or angel or something. b/c i dont know how many ppl survive from those things each day. ive had people close to me not survive. its crazy. im so scared of driving. but if im meant to die in 2 hours, the next day, week or months..or even years then i will. whether its car accident or anything else. its just so hard to except the fact taht you wont be here you're whole life. thats why we need peace. so we can live those days as though they are our last. but somehow people dont know the meaning of peace and happiness. sometimes i dont. im still depressed, but each day i get more knowledge of myself and the world. its good and bad. but im going to except it b/c its there whether i want it to be or not. wow who knew growing up would be so damn hard? i never thought my parents were right...until now. ta-ta