it stormed today!!!!!!!! yes!!! i love storms. it was thundering at bout 2 and it was so sunny out! then it rained and i didnt jump in it this time. but it was great. : carol should be stopping in here soon. she i guess isnt having a great day. i just hope since linnie isnt around or josh that im last hope. and since josh did show up..i dont want to be 'stood up'. lol: carol gave me a great lecture on weed and cigarettes. so great of a lecture that it got to me. and im no longer a smoker and pothead. to be me i dont have to do that stuff. and shes right its fucking stupid. for as much fun that it gives you..it doesnt last a life. and when she said taht the 3 most ppl in her life are going to die b/c of smokeing,drinking, and weed. i cried. so im 'free'. lol man today i was listening to my perfect circle cd. 'pet' i must say is the best song. i yearn to play drums. yet i have no job or money so that = no drums. i do have my 16th b-day coming up and have asked for drums. BUT THEY SAID IT MAKES TOO MUCH NOISE! SO ILL GIVE THEM NOISE. THATS JUST ME LOUD. AND TO HAVE SOMETHING TO BE EVEN LOUDER WOULD MAKE ME COMPLETE. ...so i will get those drums...