well its another monday. seems like we have lots of those. lol. and today was a slow one at that. im still grounded. :/ but i can still see Charles all day saturday! whoop whoop my day wasnt too bad. actually ppl are kinda starting to call me hippy. i dont want them to. i dont want to be known as that hippy girl. even though being a hippy would be pretty damn cool. but i dont want to get sucked in that damn highschool click/ label. ya know. anywho. KUNG FU IS COO! haha. i dont know why but when i was walking up the steps with reg today i said that. lol. im so jealous of him he gets to do a report on Debbie Harry. BLONDIE! i have to do Jon Lovitz. hes an alright kinda guy. o wells. so carol and josh are hanging out tonight. i hope things work out. hes done some stupid shit. and i cant believe carol is taken him back, though im not mad just really worried. ive seen wat shes gone through. she doesnt need it again. but she will call me when she gets back! damn tomara indoor hockey starts. im scared. i havent played in awhile. i dont know if i can do it. wow..its going to be a big change. tahts for sure well for the purpose of my title of this entry is that. i hate tough guys. i mean you can stick up for wat you believe in and all WITHOUT FIGHTING. my brother nate has a bad temper and when he gets pissed i get so scared of him hitting anyone. i cant stand fights. today some stupid 8th grader on the bus had to spit and decided to spit out the window which blew in nates face,my cousins seat and shems shoulder. nate got all pissed off and was swearing at him. meanwhile i got scared. i thought he was going to hit him. but i told him to calm down. there was no need for hitting maybe something to say to tell him to be more mature but no hitting. its not worth it. then my cousin is talking all this shit bout houw hes going beat him down or throw him in a river. thats when i just got pissed and told them all to shut up. its annoying. fighting is stupid. theres no use. we dont need anyone getting hurt over stupid shit. damn. more discrimination. i hate it. be anti-fight. later