hah jen. it seems like no one can be different now a days b/c you're mad fun off or just plain 'immature'. lol. silly bitchy senior girl. i dont really remember much of today. next thing i knew i was in 1st period. so beats me. i just remember lunch was funny and 4th pd kicked some butt. i had to do my speech on jon lovitz. and show a clip of him from friends when he plays a role of a stoned guy. and then im on the bus! 5th pd went fast. dont really remember much of it. but i got really really paranoid on the bus. see our bus driver is a fruitcake behind the wheel. she is a really careless driver. and that is why i dont have my permit b/c of careless drivers such as my bus driver. ha. but the rail road crossing thing flag light was down. meaning there is a train approaching...and we sat there...and sat there...and sat there. and then i began to think she has to choose whether its a false alarm or not. she had to choose to proceed on going across the tracks. i got scared. i just started thinking.. wat if she keeps going? wat if a train comes? wat if we die? wat if i die? wat if i never see...blah blah blah? i must say i think overboard. b/c now that paranoia has gotten to me to a zoned off mood. and i cant type anymore b/c i keep messing up. and im typing all slow and shit. i think im tired. bye