well..its been i think a week since ive been 'here'. i found out earlier this week my really good friend bryan got in the last fight with his g/f. im not saying the whole story just that she screwed up way too many times and its over. i actually thought she could be a nice person. but every time i think that im proven wrong. so i jsut dont know nor care anymore. but bryan wants to move. i started to cry. cus we kinda started a gang..me,melisa,autumn,bryan,jason,and perry. and ive lost soo many friends..i wasnt bout to loose him. even thought we get in fights..its more along the brother and sister fights...just pissed at eachother but not for ever. so i wrote him a poem and i hope he liked it. and tonight i tallked to him and we talked. it was a good convo..and good news hes not moving..unless he doesnt get a job ,but if he doesnt get the job he wants..then ill help him. ill put a ad in the newspaper for male stripper. lmao. ive been pretty depressed lately..and its just really hard to go along and be happy but ppl like him and autumn and melisa ..make me happy and its been better than before and itll get even better ! i jsut have to wait and let things work out themselves b/c if i worry it wont help! so yea..im out later ta-ta