today rebusted my self-esteem to 2!!!! yay! no really i felt pretty good bout myself...just feelin pretty. even if its not true..i can believe. i had no fights..with friends. one with an enemy..she is always haveing something up her ass and i wasnt going to put up with it..so i gave it to her. then the rest of the day was blissful. then i got home...and dad was yelling. the house was a complete disaster. and so i cleaned it and now it looks as beautful as i feel! last night i watched grind. im thinking trying to start skateing again...but i dont like being like all the other "poser girls". but you have to start at the beginning to get to the finish line. well anyways the guy skater was hott as usual. i love the way they all look. hehe. i got a new idea for my hair. im going to cut some of the length off and then hightlight my hair and little even though im already blonde..and then im going to streak like carmel color..somewhat red and orange..but its more redish brown. get it? well anyways ill write another entry ...just everything im trying to write about will be a bore to you guys who read this. loves&hates jess