hey ya'll. today was a tiring day. but i made it through. woohoo. but now im home. all day ive been thinking of my life and life in general. geez. its weird. gives me a bad feeling in my stomache. arg. just the fact that i dont have answers drives me crazy. THOUGHT OF THE DAY: so yea you know the handicap people well today i thought in the morning- wat if the 'retards (not trying to be mean) werent really retarded and that we were all retarded and they were the so called normal beings. think bout it. im going to give more thoughts every day. since i alwasy have very weird feelings and dont like to keep them bunched up. so yea. today we had the last day of a 3 hour homeroom. woo. shane is going to bring in some charels manson music for me tomara. woo. and tonight i plan on finishing marilyn manson and starting before he was buddha. tomara is the last day then im off friday! hehe. i have alot of packing to do. and i cant wait to see charles saturday. - speaking of charles i feel like shit for acting dumb last night. i get real werid some times like panic attacks but all i do is cry. but im so happy that he there by my side helping me. i never thought i could have someone like that. most ppl would be like fuck this. i really want to do something special or something. cus i appreciate him so much, im happy to be with him and be there for him and also i love him. and im happy he feels the same. and im glad our secrets were the same tooo. it puts a smile on my face. hehe well im going to go. ta-ta